'Modern Geisha', my new Single!

I think the reason I was ranting yesterday was because sometimes I get trespassers around me and it triggers conversations like that.

I'm someone that loves to be creative so don't take my posts too seriously. It is just a way to trigger conversations and dialogues.

I have a new song called 'Modern Geisha'. Why did I come out with this title, 'Modern Geisha?'

A Geisha usually has a negative connotation but to me, the definition to me is a lady that keeps people talking and someone who loves to dress up. That is all it is to me what a modern version of 'Geishas' are.

Click on the pic below to listen to my newest single! :)

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The OC, who remembers?

I don't wanna end my blog on a negative note, so I decided to write the good things during my younger days.

I was always in my own world when I was younger and the 'boys' that I liked reminded me of the OC (Who remembers that show when they were younger?)

I remembered I found Ryan really cool in the show and the four of them made Rich life so cool and attractive.

I had a great time watching 'The Hills' too when I was younger and wished that I was one of the cool girls like Audrina or sth who loved Justin Bobby, the cool dude haha.

Anyways, I love those Reality shows in the past. It made me think of the world as rosy and rich haha.

I'm usually angsty when I write post like that in my previous post. But I just have to let it out my system to feel better. There might be consequences to what I write but I don't intend to hurt anyone.

Okay, good night friends.

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Major Lazer - Que Calor (feat. J Balvin & El Alfa) (Official Lyric Video)

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Kygo Feat. Whitney Houston Type Beat- Higher love "Cool Dove"

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Avicii Type Beat- Lonely Together "Modern Geisha"

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The Piano Guys Type beat | 2020

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Conversations with Emilie

You know Dean Graziosi was saying to use that angst that you had in the past as an empowerment to prove to others that you're better. I don't feel that angst in me anymore because I know that things happen for a reason to shape and mould our characters. The angst usually doesn't belong to God. It belongs to the devil who is trying to take revenge inside you.

The best way is to forgive your trespassers and know that it is not intended. People usually do not know the real you when they step on your toes. They will only realised it after that. haha.

God is good and he uses the devil and angels to help him manage the world.

Okay, lets talk about the economy. I truly feel that people need to be more generous and good in this world for the economy to really move in the right direction- as in the whole world economy. People need to give more without always thinking of a return - the only return you should think of is your own inner peace that comes with it.

Next year, what are my plans? As much as I want to earn more money to pay for my monthly bills as well as buy nice things, I kinda wanna do abit of the opposite. I want to focuse more on my song compositions and increase my subscribers on youtube, like increase people's awareness of my songs.

I know my songs are pretty simplistic and not that 'wow!' like those on radio but I think that if given time , I would be able to improve on my compositions.

I felt like my past compositions were way cooler such as 'Electricfying' and 'Stand by you'. Now, its more mellow and simplistic. I still like to do cool songs but there are many other cooler beatmakers out there and I know its not easy to compete with those beatmakers of the world.


Do check out my songs on Spotify if you have not. Just type my name, 'Emilie Chin' and You will see my two playlists. Do save it if you like it! :) If not, you can also scroll through the playlist to have a taste of my song compositions. :) Thanks!

Just click on the pic to get into my Spotify! :)

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More drama

I'm into writing on my blog today.

My past was one like a movie. I went through so much soul searching and met people of all races and background. I think God planned all these to happen so that he could create a good solid firm foundation for the seed to grow.

I've even forgotten some of the sins I did. Reason is because I knew I had to go through certain things in life for me to learn what's good and what not.  Met many people and my life had so much drama a book can't contain that amount of story.

In some ways, I'm like dora in 'Finding Nemo'. I've forgotten so much coz I was doing it for 'God'. I was so protected in my shell of my home and parents that I didn't know what the world truly was.

I felt like me 'reaching' out to others could perhaps shine some light to humankind as I know that there is love in me. It may not be presented in the best way but God I felt was using me as an instrument to show others.

There were many fears in my life when I thought I was about to die due to misunderstandings. I'm really thankful for all the drama that happened. It really shaped me to be a better person. I don't know if I appeared to be a high horse last time. I think it is due to the school I belong. I looked up to the people in IJ so much that I felt that people could be better than what I saw out of IJ.

If God took me away tomorrow, I really have no regrets in life because I did all I could to salvage every situation I've faced. I know there could be more in store in life but whatever I went through so far is already a blessing as I've learnt to understand people better. Before that, I felt like I was an alien... I didn't understand people who belonged to backgrounds slightly different from me and I knew I was kinda '****' up after I went through some relationships.

My life was too protected and I'm glad that I took some chances in my life to get to know certain people. It really broaden my perspective of Singaporeans in general and I must say that everyone ultimately has a good heart in this world..

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The past was real...

After writing a post about my good friend Brenda, my past kinda poured into my head.
I was a very timid girl that was full of fears of the world. I knew my environment was considered to be a  more privileged environment as my school was considered a more prestigious school (IJ Toa Payoh) I was in this cocoon of Ij girls who either were lovable or bitchy but it can't beat the world outside. It was a comfortable blanket compared to the world of Poly that I went after IJ Toa Payoh.

I was not used to the environment of Poly and went through a downward spiral in my identity. I was also exposed to all kinds of people, religions and it made me really stunned by how horrific people can be when You're not into the popular gangs or in people's good book just because you are different from others.

I was just an average looking girl that was still looking for her worth and identity that is not defined by others.

It was a disaster in poly as all the monsters and fears appeared in that phase of my life. I was thankful that God was still with me through that phase and I became stronger because of the realities of life in poly. I am thankful still for the encounters in Poly as it really shaped me to be stronger and not to be timid like previously. I would literally apologise for the smallest things.

During my earlier days, I knew I had some chances with some people but my only focus was survival mode and to be able to go through my modules in school.

Okay, what I felt is all in the words that I choose in this post. I know the nightmare was in the past and I know there might be more challenges in my life. My faith did grow stronger through that rut and just know that God is there to help you. You might feel horrible in times of your life. He is there to make sure you get out of it... You might not find happiness at that period but he will eventually get you out of that dark massive hole.

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The Greatest Showman ['This Is Me' Lyrics Video in HD (1080p)]

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Selena Gomez Type beat - Lose you to love me "Be Me"

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'The one' is God not a Human.

You know Singaporeans call places 'atas'

To me I think that the government did such a great job in our infrastructure that people do not know Singapore is a heaven if you are earning a decent income.

Why do I say so? I feel that our infrastructure is built for the Rich. Its safe, secure, high end and full of cozyness.

I was looking through some youtube videos of some millionaires living a very simple life, limiting their spending habits to as little as how I usually just get lunch from a coffee shop.

I feel that monetary wise, they are very smart as they have created themselves a freedom from worrying about money. On the other hand, I feel that spending money do solve problems in the economy.

Rich to me doesn't necessarily mean being multi millionaire, it just means that I'm able to have the freedom to how I wanna live my life and eat whichever food I wanna eat.

You know you see me travelling quite abit.. I'm actually contented staying in Singapore but it is thanks to mum who gave me many opportunities to travel. Whatever experience I have is all for God and how he wants me to grow.

Ultimately, my life is devoted to God and how he wants me to lead my life. So if I ever made you upset or mad, it is just God speaking to you through me.. And I am not perfect too so I'm still learning to be a better person everyday.

Last time, I used to have dreams of 'the one' and being with 'the one' when I'm still youthful. Now, it ain't so important to me anymore because God is who I want to please, not a person. I was fighting with their thought for awhile and realised that God deserves the most. Humans are selfish beings after all. Correct me if I'm wrong.

I used to think highly of humans and realised that I think highly of God. God speak to me in many ways and if You are lost in life, just know that he is watching you and that you'll be fine.

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Circus of Europe reminded me of true love

The circus of Europe. It reminded me of Zendaya dancing with Zac afron and the romanticism of it was spectaculous especially when 'Just give me a reason' was played and a graceful act appeared in front of my eyes which reminded me so much of true love. It made me feel like love was still present in this world of ours, maybe not in reality but at least on performance act. It was so touching I decided to write on it today on my blog haha


The parts where the man holds the lady's hands and the only security were them holding hands. It was so beautiful I can't help but listen to 'Just give me a reason' on my Spotify several times. It also made me cry in the bus while listening to it on repeat mode. Haha

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Yiruma Type Beat - River flows in you | River Ride

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Coldplay type beat- Something just like this "Be the one"

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Charlie Puth Type beat- Attention "Moving on"

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P!nk - Just Give Me A Reason ft. Nate Ruess (Official Music Video)

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Kygo Type beat - Happy now "Happiness"

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The Chainsmokers - The One (Lyrics)

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Nelly Type Beat - Just a dream "Evening Dance"

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My blog haha is not that Instaworthy after all...

Everyone wants to have a fashion moment, like how actresses and actors behave on camera. People want to mimic that and have their own life story.

The difference between people who do have a fashion moment and do not have is that the one in which God is in charged is a real fashion moment. The other is just for instagram and for the world to know how great they are.

God in the end is the one that collects the most data, more than Google. haha..
He knows who are the hackers and who are the creators of content.

I went for a comedy last night and found that comedies are not that funny to me. Maybe I'm serious or maybe I am a comedy. So I don't feel that its really funny. haha

Cameras, Clothing and Charm. They all come hand in hand. The 3 Cs. haha

Technology has increased the sales of clothing and also revived the reason of life, which is to have happy and perfect moments..

I used to deliberately take pics last time for the sake of increasing people's awareness of my presense online so that people know me.. Perhaps through my picture or through my music.

Now, I do not put in so much effort to pictures unless my mum takes it for me or unless the place I go happen to be an interesting one.

Reason being, time is taken when you try to impress the world. Perhaps what is more important is your real life journey and not the 'Perfectness' of the instaworld.

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Selena Gomez Type beat Feat Kygo - It ain't me "Its not me"

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Jay Chou 周杰倫【彩虹 Rainbow】-Official Music Video

One of my student's parent recommended me this song when I was in Staccato music school last time. I agree its a nice nice song...

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Taylor Swift Feat. Zayn Malik Type beat- I don't wanna live forever "For...

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Kygo Type beat- Happy now "Be happy"

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Nicole Scherzinger - Whatever U Like ft. T.I.

This song remember? Nicole Scherzinger was hot then.. And even Kylie Minoque... The old hotties are evergreen..

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Martin Garrix and Dean Lewis Type Beat- Used to love 'Always be love'

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Maroon 5 type beat- Memories 'A Love Song'

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Coldplay Type beat - Hymn for the weekend "Home"

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Music industry talks

I felt like Camila Cabello is the next Nicole Scherzinger.
The songs she recently released sounds like the sexy seductive dangerous kinda feel, just like Nicole.

I guess stars grow old and there is always a need for a revival of singers.

The music industry is so interesting when there is a familiarity in the new songs, like a formula used to attain success.

Like Charlie Puth, his songs are very unique because he is able to take ideas from many places and make it his own. He is quite a true creator I felt.

Currently, I felt like the best ideas come from DJs and people who are creators, even Taylor swift is a genius though her recent album can't beat her 1989 album.

I admire her creativity but sometimes it doesn't settle so well with the audiences.
I think that Chinese songs are interesting in my world right now. I felt like Chinese songs brings out romanticism while English songs bring out cool


Do check out my songs if You have not done so. My songs can't beat these true creators but I love that I have people to look up to.

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Maroon 5 type beat- Girls like you "Be like you"

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Billie Eilish Type Beat- Bad Guy "James Bond"

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The younger generation is winning the old lao jiao...

You know when people try to put you down, they don't realise that the young generations are the biggest competition. They have newer ideas, newer brains and are cooler than the lao jiaos like us.

There are so many good eggs out there and when people try to put good old eggs down, they don't know that they only have themselves to lose out to the newer younger brighter generations.

I was in the Mrt today and was observing some of the teenagers and early twenties girls walking pass me. They had style and swagger.

I realised why most people at my age already have boyfriends and are settled while I am not settled.

When I am fearful or stressed, I am a smelly monster like the wishGranter who wants to just hide away from everyone.


When I am my real ideal self, I am like a tinkerbell that wants to help others, so much so that I don't think getting a boyfriend will really help me because I want to help people all around me and if my boyfriend doesn't understand me, he will think that I'm flirting around which is not the case at all.

So what are you when you are your worst self and your best self?

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My thoughts for today after a long time not posting

I haven't been writing for a long time.

I just had an epiphany.. You know the rich people are the ones that house people. What I mean is that if you have money, you are able to house people. This could mean eg:  A Cafe. When You're rich, you can purchase it so people flock to your cafe to spend time there.

I just thinking. If we were to spend time in a 'lifestyle' of the rich, we have exchanged money for a dream and that itself is not wrong on rich men.

Last time I used to have good AND bad perceptions of money. As I grow older, I realised that money is ultimately for the good of mankind.

God uses the bad for the good and the good for the bad. So everything is intertwined.

I've been thinking what I want life to be like in the future. Most people's dream would be to start a family, settle, buy a nice house ..

For me, I too sometimes have a lazy mindset of just making music and letting money come in and just take naps all the time.

God didn't sleep and take naps while we are asleep. He is working 247 for us. I feel privileged to be able to have sleeps and to enjoy this realm of life.

I then question myself what then is the ideal life for myself? I'm still figuring it out but all I know is that I love to impact the world in some way or another, not for my own self glory but just to give abundance to mankind.

I feel that the world is lacking abundance. My dream is to be able to do something that impacts the world. Am still not sure how this would happen in my life but God is real and he uses people to show light to more people.

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Mark Ronson, Camila Cabello Type beat- Find U Again

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Charlie Puth Type beat - I warned myself "When you left "

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You can Purchase my Music!! :D

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Kygo Type beat feat. Whitney Houston - Higher Love "Nostalgia"

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Samantha Mumba Type Beat- Gotta Tell you "90s Modern Beat"

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Sins are the reason behind slowing economy

Sins destroy our perspective of things

Economy slows down this year. Sins affect economies . If there were no sins, people will want to mingle more and people will want more of life. 

Sins kind of blur our perspective and that ultimately goes back to Humans. 

God is powerful. He can revive people. 

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SUSPENSE type beat - Cinematic | Drama

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The Chainsmokers, ILLENIUM - Takeaway (Official Video) ft. Lennon Stella

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The Crocodile Song

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Higher love

I feel like there is love in this world
But I'm the only girl in this world, meaning that there are no players of love
People are all in their own comfort zones, no one dare to make a move to share the love of mankind because they have families and commitments.
If only, we all could be kids again...
Kids everyone should be again so that love can be spread like wildfire.

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Kygo Type beat - Stargazing "See you"

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Martin Garrix Type Beat- These are the times "Remember the times"

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'Shallow' Short Cover

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Red Hot Chilli peppers Type Beat - Hey Oh "Snowman"

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Christmas song Type Beat- God rest you merry, Gentlemen "A Heavenly Place"

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No Vocals can still be cool

When I was younger, I had so much dreams that the world was so wonderful...
I always had a muse or someone that I admired and it kinda led me to the right path in life.
When I grew older, I realised that the world had people but the people were not as genuine as it was when I was in primary school.
You know when you see people on instagram showing love and hugs.
I would have believed them when I was younger but now I know that some of it is just for instaworthy shots and for show.

Music videos I felt is promoting the bad in people and I question why the world is promoting things that aren't good for society. They make cool bad and girls and boys wanna be bad because they seem cooler to their peers.
I just composed a song called, 'Beautiful awakening'. You can see it on Spotify! :)

I hope my music can touch people or at least change people's perspective that songs can be cool even without visuals and vocals.

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Lucie Silvas Type Beat- Breathe in "In Circles"

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Hillsong Type Beat- What a Beautiful name "Beautiful awakening"

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Firestone - Kygo Cover

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Ariana grande Type Beat- One Last time "One more time"

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Suspense Type beat

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Usher Type Beat- You got it Bad "Fate "

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Mashmello type beat- Friends "Old Spanish love"

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James Bond type beat- "Here I come"

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Conversation

People love to take Instagram pic to portray the good side of life.
Its not wrong to be optimistic in pictures but the reality of life is like me tripping and hurting my toe. I tripped and hurt my toe today. Thank God I'm fine.
People are less optimistic about life and people are all having 'makeup' of poker faces in public, filled with fear of how people will harm them or how evil the world is.
I agree that there is evil in this world.
However, life is so short that we shouldn't focuse on that. I believe that God is still there for us despite the amount of 'sin' in this world.
The reason why I don't believe in the formality of life is because I feel that formality is overrated and only meant for pictures or meant for showing courtesy to the community.

As much as I would promote positivity, we still need to be able to discern. Singapore is a place with so many kinds of religion and u can see good and evil everywhere.


With Instagram's transparency, I think it can work well for us due to the documentation of activities. I wish that the world will be so transparent that there is little evil left.

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Elliott Yamin Type beat- Wait for you "I'll be there"

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Be smart about �� money

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Singaporeans following the crowd

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My music! ��

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How to be fulfilled

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Jonas Blue - Wild ft. Chelcee Grimes, TINI, Jhay Cortez

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Dry

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Wardrobe Emi Episode 5

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Rock!

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Harmony

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A new world

I'm thinking to myself. Perhaps a price of a product is not meant for consumers like me. It is meant for people who control the world.
We, ordinary people who have no control of the world in turn need to work our ass off to buy something.
Technology is just a way to stir interest in products so that we spend. I'm not saying that spending money is not good but I just question the reason behind money.
I think people who control the world had to put a price on things so that people will not control their world.
In the end, there has to be walls and hierarchy to protect people from people. It could perhaps be for the good of humankind.
What if God placed his child in the midst of all this hierachy, messed up the whole man-made system. I think God is furious of how men has used the control to their own advantage and selfish reasons.

I firmly believe that God is trying to stir things up in this world because he feels that Money has ruin the ethical side of What God thinks is really 'ethical' and 'right' in this world- not controlled by money and people

I firmly believe that the world is kind of in a turning point stage due to God messing it around in what he feels is meant to be.

I believe that the future world might be controlled by men totally but by then, I'll not be around. Perhaps, God wants to save his children before the world comes to an end of ethics and reasoning.

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What will you do with a million dollars

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Are you never happy?

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Sad Drama

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Wasted my money ��

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Justin Bieber 'Let me love you' Cover

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Taylor Swift - I don't wanna live forever cover

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Foodie Want

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3 things to go on the right direction in life

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Rihanna type beat - Te amo "Superman"

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Hero you can be. I rather be a wishgranter

You know when I listen to a song, sometimes I hear love. I don't love so much of the person that wrote the song but the feeling that it gives me. I realised that I don't love so much of people but the feeling of God. God is who I love.

People are just instruments to begin with.

God gave us people so that we can spread love , not hatred.

Life is a storybook. The people whom I met are people and instruments that compose the story of my life.

Why do people need to be good? some people might feel that it is a waste of energy being good.

It is the character that God plays. If you are good, God plays you in a good light. If you are bad, you are like the villains.

I want to be not the hero but the person that binds people together. Sometimes I feel like I don't deserve love because so many people are lacking love in their lives that I rather see myself single and being there with people who have no love.

I don't need so much in life because God loves me. I love him for showing me light.

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My New Album ' A New Beginning' is OUT!~!!!

There are 11 tracks! Which is your favourite? :)

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Chinese Drama

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