More drama

I'm into writing on my blog today.

My past was one like a movie. I went through so much soul searching and met people of all races and background. I think God planned all these to happen so that he could create a good solid firm foundation for the seed to grow.

I've even forgotten some of the sins I did. Reason is because I knew I had to go through certain things in life for me to learn what's good and what not.  Met many people and my life had so much drama a book can't contain that amount of story.

In some ways, I'm like dora in 'Finding Nemo'. I've forgotten so much coz I was doing it for 'God'. I was so protected in my shell of my home and parents that I didn't know what the world truly was.

I felt like me 'reaching' out to others could perhaps shine some light to humankind as I know that there is love in me. It may not be presented in the best way but God I felt was using me as an instrument to show others.

There were many fears in my life when I thought I was about to die due to misunderstandings. I'm really thankful for all the drama that happened. It really shaped me to be a better person. I don't know if I appeared to be a high horse last time. I think it is due to the school I belong. I looked up to the people in IJ so much that I felt that people could be better than what I saw out of IJ.

If God took me away tomorrow, I really have no regrets in life because I did all I could to salvage every situation I've faced. I know there could be more in store in life but whatever I went through so far is already a blessing as I've learnt to understand people better. Before that, I felt like I was an alien... I didn't understand people who belonged to backgrounds slightly different from me and I knew I was kinda '****' up after I went through some relationships.

My life was too protected and I'm glad that I took some chances in my life to get to know certain people. It really broaden my perspective of Singaporeans in general and I must say that everyone ultimately has a good heart in this world..