'Modern Geisha', my new Single!

I think the reason I was ranting yesterday was because sometimes I get trespassers around me and it triggers conversations like that.

I'm someone that loves to be creative so don't take my posts too seriously. It is just a way to trigger conversations and dialogues.

I have a new song called 'Modern Geisha'. Why did I come out with this title, 'Modern Geisha?'

A Geisha usually has a negative connotation but to me, the definition to me is a lady that keeps people talking and someone who loves to dress up. That is all it is to me what a modern version of 'Geishas' are.

Click on the pic below to listen to my newest single! :)

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The OC, who remembers?

I don't wanna end my blog on a negative note, so I decided to write the good things during my younger days.

I was always in my own world when I was younger and the 'boys' that I liked reminded me of the OC (Who remembers that show when they were younger?)

I remembered I found Ryan really cool in the show and the four of them made Rich life so cool and attractive.

I had a great time watching 'The Hills' too when I was younger and wished that I was one of the cool girls like Audrina or sth who loved Justin Bobby, the cool dude haha.

Anyways, I love those Reality shows in the past. It made me think of the world as rosy and rich haha.

I'm usually angsty when I write post like that in my previous post. But I just have to let it out my system to feel better. There might be consequences to what I write but I don't intend to hurt anyone.

Okay, good night friends.

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Major Lazer - Que Calor (feat. J Balvin & El Alfa) (Official Lyric Video)

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Kygo Feat. Whitney Houston Type Beat- Higher love "Cool Dove"

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Avicii Type Beat- Lonely Together "Modern Geisha"

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The Piano Guys Type beat | 2020

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Conversations with Emilie

You know Dean Graziosi was saying to use that angst that you had in the past as an empowerment to prove to others that you're better. I don't feel that angst in me anymore because I know that things happen for a reason to shape and mould our characters. The angst usually doesn't belong to God. It belongs to the devil who is trying to take revenge inside you.

The best way is to forgive your trespassers and know that it is not intended. People usually do not know the real you when they step on your toes. They will only realised it after that. haha.

God is good and he uses the devil and angels to help him manage the world.

Okay, lets talk about the economy. I truly feel that people need to be more generous and good in this world for the economy to really move in the right direction- as in the whole world economy. People need to give more without always thinking of a return - the only return you should think of is your own inner peace that comes with it.

Next year, what are my plans? As much as I want to earn more money to pay for my monthly bills as well as buy nice things, I kinda wanna do abit of the opposite. I want to focuse more on my song compositions and increase my subscribers on youtube, like increase people's awareness of my songs.

I know my songs are pretty simplistic and not that 'wow!' like those on radio but I think that if given time , I would be able to improve on my compositions.

I felt like my past compositions were way cooler such as 'Electricfying' and 'Stand by you'. Now, its more mellow and simplistic. I still like to do cool songs but there are many other cooler beatmakers out there and I know its not easy to compete with those beatmakers of the world.


Do check out my songs on Spotify if you have not. Just type my name, 'Emilie Chin' and You will see my two playlists. Do save it if you like it! :) If not, you can also scroll through the playlist to have a taste of my song compositions. :) Thanks!

Just click on the pic to get into my Spotify! :)

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More drama

I'm into writing on my blog today.

My past was one like a movie. I went through so much soul searching and met people of all races and background. I think God planned all these to happen so that he could create a good solid firm foundation for the seed to grow.

I've even forgotten some of the sins I did. Reason is because I knew I had to go through certain things in life for me to learn what's good and what not.  Met many people and my life had so much drama a book can't contain that amount of story.

In some ways, I'm like dora in 'Finding Nemo'. I've forgotten so much coz I was doing it for 'God'. I was so protected in my shell of my home and parents that I didn't know what the world truly was.

I felt like me 'reaching' out to others could perhaps shine some light to humankind as I know that there is love in me. It may not be presented in the best way but God I felt was using me as an instrument to show others.

There were many fears in my life when I thought I was about to die due to misunderstandings. I'm really thankful for all the drama that happened. It really shaped me to be a better person. I don't know if I appeared to be a high horse last time. I think it is due to the school I belong. I looked up to the people in IJ so much that I felt that people could be better than what I saw out of IJ.

If God took me away tomorrow, I really have no regrets in life because I did all I could to salvage every situation I've faced. I know there could be more in store in life but whatever I went through so far is already a blessing as I've learnt to understand people better. Before that, I felt like I was an alien... I didn't understand people who belonged to backgrounds slightly different from me and I knew I was kinda '****' up after I went through some relationships.

My life was too protected and I'm glad that I took some chances in my life to get to know certain people. It really broaden my perspective of Singaporeans in general and I must say that everyone ultimately has a good heart in this world..

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The past was real...

After writing a post about my good friend Brenda, my past kinda poured into my head.
I was a very timid girl that was full of fears of the world. I knew my environment was considered to be a  more privileged environment as my school was considered a more prestigious school (IJ Toa Payoh) I was in this cocoon of Ij girls who either were lovable or bitchy but it can't beat the world outside. It was a comfortable blanket compared to the world of Poly that I went after IJ Toa Payoh.

I was not used to the environment of Poly and went through a downward spiral in my identity. I was also exposed to all kinds of people, religions and it made me really stunned by how horrific people can be when You're not into the popular gangs or in people's good book just because you are different from others.

I was just an average looking girl that was still looking for her worth and identity that is not defined by others.

It was a disaster in poly as all the monsters and fears appeared in that phase of my life. I was thankful that God was still with me through that phase and I became stronger because of the realities of life in poly. I am thankful still for the encounters in Poly as it really shaped me to be stronger and not to be timid like previously. I would literally apologise for the smallest things.

During my earlier days, I knew I had some chances with some people but my only focus was survival mode and to be able to go through my modules in school.

Okay, what I felt is all in the words that I choose in this post. I know the nightmare was in the past and I know there might be more challenges in my life. My faith did grow stronger through that rut and just know that God is there to help you. You might feel horrible in times of your life. He is there to make sure you get out of it... You might not find happiness at that period but he will eventually get you out of that dark massive hole.

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The Greatest Showman ['This Is Me' Lyrics Video in HD (1080p)]

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Selena Gomez Type beat - Lose you to love me "Be Me"

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'The one' is God not a Human.

You know Singaporeans call places 'atas'

To me I think that the government did such a great job in our infrastructure that people do not know Singapore is a heaven if you are earning a decent income.

Why do I say so? I feel that our infrastructure is built for the Rich. Its safe, secure, high end and full of cozyness.

I was looking through some youtube videos of some millionaires living a very simple life, limiting their spending habits to as little as how I usually just get lunch from a coffee shop.

I feel that monetary wise, they are very smart as they have created themselves a freedom from worrying about money. On the other hand, I feel that spending money do solve problems in the economy.

Rich to me doesn't necessarily mean being multi millionaire, it just means that I'm able to have the freedom to how I wanna live my life and eat whichever food I wanna eat.

You know you see me travelling quite abit.. I'm actually contented staying in Singapore but it is thanks to mum who gave me many opportunities to travel. Whatever experience I have is all for God and how he wants me to grow.

Ultimately, my life is devoted to God and how he wants me to lead my life. So if I ever made you upset or mad, it is just God speaking to you through me.. And I am not perfect too so I'm still learning to be a better person everyday.

Last time, I used to have dreams of 'the one' and being with 'the one' when I'm still youthful. Now, it ain't so important to me anymore because God is who I want to please, not a person. I was fighting with their thought for awhile and realised that God deserves the most. Humans are selfish beings after all. Correct me if I'm wrong.

I used to think highly of humans and realised that I think highly of God. God speak to me in many ways and if You are lost in life, just know that he is watching you and that you'll be fine.

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Circus of Europe reminded me of true love

The circus of Europe. It reminded me of Zendaya dancing with Zac afron and the romanticism of it was spectaculous especially when 'Just give me a reason' was played and a graceful act appeared in front of my eyes which reminded me so much of true love. It made me feel like love was still present in this world of ours, maybe not in reality but at least on performance act. It was so touching I decided to write on it today on my blog haha


The parts where the man holds the lady's hands and the only security were them holding hands. It was so beautiful I can't help but listen to 'Just give me a reason' on my Spotify several times. It also made me cry in the bus while listening to it on repeat mode. Haha

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Yiruma Type Beat - River flows in you | River Ride

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Coldplay type beat- Something just like this "Be the one"

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Charlie Puth Type beat- Attention "Moving on"

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P!nk - Just Give Me A Reason ft. Nate Ruess (Official Music Video)

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Kygo Type beat - Happy now "Happiness"

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The Chainsmokers - The One (Lyrics)

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Nelly Type Beat - Just a dream "Evening Dance"

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