Covid has Humbled me

 I used to think that spending money and promoting my social media is the way to go for a Musician like myself. 

I spent too much that I didn't keep for myself. I thought that people and the people around me needs it more than me. 

And so, I've been living with little right now and it has kinda humbled me that I don't need alot to be breathing. 

I love helping people but I realised that even when you help people, some people aren't grateful for your help. There are others who love you for helping but not all are appreciative. 

I used to think that going out makes life worthwhile. Experiencing life in different forms of settings will help color a person's life. 

It definitely makes life more interesting but I realised my real purpose to go out is to create content and at the same time give back to others. 

My current situation has really humbled me. What I hope for the future is that I'm able to help others perhaps in a different way, not necessarily spending it to help people but perhaps giving it to people who genuinely appreciates your heart for it and people who really need it.