Warning from God from my perspective

 Gratitude will be my next album's name

I'm grateful for life in general. 

I'm thankful to be alive. 

Since young, I knew it was a cold hard world that we live in. People choose wealth, popularity, fame and all things aimless. 

I used to be inquisitive that I surrounded myself with all the colorful people around me. You know that word culture, it comes from people and what I did was surround myself with all the culture so that I understand what the world is. 

It was like a survival for me. I knew this world was not an easy world to be living in. It is a tough world of drama like 'Kin' on Channel 5 series. 

I used to remember listening to ghostly music when I was young and it really scared the wits out of me. Every time a commercial is being aired, the radio or tv always use a very dark scary low toned voice to feature the products. It gave me a sense of fear since young. 

My surroundings too from young, already gave me an indication that this world is not for the faint hearted. And so, I lived a life of fear and insecurities. 

I rather blame myself for the things that happen around me than blame it on others as I knew that I do not not what was going on in God's mind. 

As I grew older, I then understood the complexities of human behaviour and wants. People who always portray a perfect life, you can easily sniff out that it is fake. People who went through hardship will know that life is not what is perceived on pictures.

I then wonder what is the purpose of wealth when the world is so sinful. I rather be wealthy in a sinless world. Perhaps that is the reason why God says that people who follow him will have what they need, not what they want. 

I pray that God will save more people in this world before the world goes to a world of hell and our own device.

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My hopes of $$

In future, my hopes is to give back to people who genuinely needs help with money, I wish to help people who have little. 

Once I reached a stage whereby I have sufficient $$, I will be planning to give a portion to my family. A side project will also to travel with that money I have and give it to people on my path and people I meet on the way while travelling. 

I never knew that I would think it in this way. In fact, blogging now is helping me to realise my inner inkling of what I wish to do in the future. 

Today, I received a small amount of royalties, $7 and that to me is a sparkle of hope that there are people who are supporting my music. 

I am deeply grateful that people are looking at my content for the good of our daddy God. 

I thank God for all the blessings he gave me in my works..

Travel has been a big part of my life as my mum loves travelling. Every time I travel, I'm always wanting to give back and buy things so that I can help others. 

So when I make it big, I wish to put certain portions of money to give it back to the people who genuinely appreciates it. 

 

Only God knows...

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Covid has Humbled me

 I used to think that spending money and promoting my social media is the way to go for a Musician like myself. 

I spent too much that I didn't keep for myself. I thought that people and the people around me needs it more than me. 

And so, I've been living with little right now and it has kinda humbled me that I don't need alot to be breathing. 

I love helping people but I realised that even when you help people, some people aren't grateful for your help. There are others who love you for helping but not all are appreciative. 

I used to think that going out makes life worthwhile. Experiencing life in different forms of settings will help color a person's life. 

It definitely makes life more interesting but I realised my real purpose to go out is to create content and at the same time give back to others. 

My current situation has really humbled me. What I hope for the future is that I'm able to help others perhaps in a different way, not necessarily spending it to help people but perhaps giving it to people who genuinely appreciates your heart for it and people who really need it. 

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