This was me back in poly days with my turtle shell specs. That was my good friend Denise who walked through with me during my darkest days in poly.
In Singapore poly, I was a loner in school. Everyone thought I was the odd one...and people just didn't like me for whatever reasons.
I was flat chested then...I think puberty came later on me in my physique.
I had no power whatsoever. I knew there would be a long road to justice because I didn't have any sort of 'power'.
I knew that by growing, people will bound to dislike me because they will forever see me in that 'negative' light back in poly days.
I remembered...I didn't want to suck up to the chairperson of my class and I was disliked by the whole class because I didn't want to be in her good books.
I stood firm to my own being despite being 'talked' about for sure.
People once in a while will talk and bring about your past, hoping you would take a big plunge in your mental health. But that is what I want to stress to people who were once mocked by bullies..
They will set traps for you..who knows..even stalk you and plant traps that make you go back to your past 'mental' health. They will do whatever it takes to bring you down because then they will rise again..
They have no power over you unless you let them into your mind.
People don't change. Their heads will only grow bigger and they only hope the worst for you because you made them look bad.
I didn't choose to make them feel bad..My situation in life was that I was vulnerable to bullies. I have a very expressive face. God made me that way.
So for people who get stomped by bullies, I wish that you be strong and trust only yourself. Be strong and know that God is with you and listening to your 'help'
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