Busy year 2018

I already can sniff that 2018 is going to be a busy work year.
Students have increased.
This is my chance to build up my savings. I felt like last year was a year of wasting my savings away. I had to learn lessons so that I don't make them again. 2017 was a year of making mistakes.

This year, no more excuses already. I'm going to turn 30 already so its time to be responsible.
As Chinese new year is coming, I just pray that everyone who have good hearts will have good health and good prosperity.
I pray for more innovation in the world

I also wish that the world will have an equal battlefield of chances to start a life.

I have always felt like I have not lived a life. I think God made me feel that way because he doesn't want me to settle for anything less.

Most people settle for their love ones, a human to be with them for the rest of their lives.
That is the right thing to do because it is the only thing that we can see, humans...and humans understand humans.

I'm pretty different. I don't want to settle for humans. Humans are there to interact and talk but I truly feel that we should settle for God. God is the only presence that cares for us. He doesn't show himself but if you believe in him, he will show signs to help you in life.

I do believe that there are trespassers in life that help us grow. But I call them trespassers (positive ones I hope to think)

The kingdom of God is real because then why do people care so much about likability and popularity. There is sure to be some kind of system in this world. Like animals, we all belong to different kinds.

Consumers are people who spread the word of God. Messengers they are
Believers are people who lead their life blindly according to the word of God

Who am I? I think that I am God's sheep.
A sheep is someone who walks with him but she does not know what kind of trouble she sometimes faces. She just walks and learns from her downfalls, knocks the wall, gets back up. She is not intelligent but learns from her mistakes to make sure she does not hit the wall again.