Monday, December 31, 2018

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Thursday, December 13, 2018

I realised with the amount of sins in this world, it doesn't matter how pretty you were born or how perfect you are, You will be polluted by the sins and negativity and bullies of this world.

Selfishness and sins are the pollution of this world. Even if a girl was born perfect like an anime character, there will bound to be bullies who try to take that away from her, her dress or her appearance by making her feel miserable.

I figured that people who paint a beautiful picture of their lives are just faking it because the real world is that it is pretty polluted.

The amount of splits and divorces in this world goes to show the pollutants are several.

I think as the world gets older, things can get better, only if we learn from our mistakes and be good.

I figured that there is nothing wrong with people with insecurities. People with insecurities are just people who are confused because they don't know that people have polluted their minds with imageries and perfect bodies from advertisements.

So thats my take for people's perfect lives. Your life is not perfect. It is just a perfect picture or a perfect instagram post that has many layers behind it.

I believe that God do put some people together and that some love is real. Not all are fortunate to enjoy the fruits of bondages though.



Friday, December 7, 2018

Monday, December 3, 2018

I was thinking to myself why there are wars and violence in the world.

Then I started to put on a thinking cap of a leader.

Perhaps they did that so that there is the survival of the fittest and the strongest

Like the strongest genes win the race.

We usually look at the smaller picture. I went to Israel and I realised that Singapore is such a fortunate place to be at. This boy was asking tourists and bumped into me. He asked me for 1US dollar for some postcards from Jordan-Petra. It was a US dollar and he said 'Please make my day'.

That statement really touched me. Here am I spending my money so relentlessly and this boy is asking for a dollar that he so deserve.

I realised all the vices I had were ignorance of the world that was reality.

I pray that God will guide those who strayed away from him to go back to his hands.

Sunday, December 2, 2018

Friday, November 30, 2018

Saturday, November 17, 2018

Thursday, November 15, 2018

Wednesday, November 14, 2018

Saturday, November 10, 2018

Friday, November 9, 2018

Wednesday, November 7, 2018

You know in the human species when everyone is trying to be the best that they are, everyone is trying to attain material things and get as much as they can. They take and take. But if you think about it, God gave us the ability to see. That is a gift itself.

What I mean is that if Businesses can cash in on our minds and sight, that means the real wealth is in us.

Perhaps more humans, more wealth.

The devil uses humans for their own selfish reasons. The devil also use the creator's ideas but the other side of it is that once used, a human expires and is left with nothing, souless, thrown into the fires of God.

If humans were so evil, why are we still here? I think God wants to help us. He wants to save us but we are not listening.

I don't claim to be holy and all good but one thing I know is that God is real and that he is watching his children.

Bad things can happen to his children but it is only to help them.

People think that they can ignore God and just live their lives with humans. Humans get distracted by other humans and this in turn will create more unhappiness. I realise that we can't ignore God.

God is good. I thought he was bad last time but I learn that he is there to help his people, his children.



Tuesday, November 6, 2018

Okay, this is just my take on Justin Bieber's life
I remembered when he was super 'hot' at one point when he was performing in Singapore's F1 Race.

He was the talk of many girl's life and he was cool and all. I felt like he went through so much fame and fortune in life that now, he feels like he has had enough of it and wants to settle down.

Also, I felt like the music scene is changing and he is losing the 'steam' and limelight due to change in technology and more platforms for more producers to come onboard. So theres more competition now for new grown talents.

I felt that him going to Selena is a way to seek for help because he is in need of 'help'. Money doesn't always come in though you're famous. It can deplete too when one is not famous anymore. So I felt like him going to Selena is a spell for help. Selena gomez herself is not doing well too because overall, Hollywood and fame isn't going to last forever. She doesn't have all the power too and she needs emotional support from what I see.

Hailey Balwin has a reputation and fame, money too. So I felt like Justin Bieber going for Hailey helps him in his fame. I felt though that the relationship is a needy one due to the change in society and Justin Bieber feels that he is losing the limelight soon. So his haggard look is a shout and cry for help that he is not in a good shape.

I hope everything goes well but Fame is one thing that can make and break you if you aren't strong enough.

Wish him all the best.


Monday, November 5, 2018

Friday, November 2, 2018

Thursday, November 1, 2018

Tuesday, October 30, 2018

Thursday, October 25, 2018

You know with Technology, you are able to see who are the happening ones and who just want to live a private life. Some choose to share some don't. I realised that with technology, it kinda exposes a person's truth.

If you want to be happening, you can fake it by posting many pics of yourself but if you truly are not happening, it does show in the inconsistency of your Instagram feed after awhile.

Money fuels the hype of pictures and life. One thing I realise is that God is overall in charge of our life so no matter how hard you want to fake something, God will make sure that he exposes you if you didn't tell the truth.

As life unfolds, it is really interesting how God plays a super duper big part of my life. My actions might not make sense to me at times but I know God is there because his power is so great that I don't even know he is there at times. Only after reflecting, I realise that he is there.

I'm 29 and am turning 30 this year. I don't know what the future holds but one thing I know is that I have been going through many experiences to make me stronger. I feel too much for people that I don't enjoy the person God made me.

In some ways, my super power is the ability to feel for people. It is my vulnerability but that is what makes me Emilie.

I was born this way and I thank God that I am still here.

Friday, October 12, 2018

Fear makes people become monsters.
Monster I once was
The real you is not the mouth, the real you is ur soul
I think the world wasn't suppose to be noisy. Maybe we misused our mouth to talk
Maybe out mouth was only supposed to be used for eating
The quiet world is what it was meant to be
Only suppose to be meant for poetic words and lovely words
What has the world become with vulgarity and negativity.
We misused our mouth
I wish for the world to be quieter place, only with pleasant music or romantic words
I wish for the world to be the world of fate
Fate of love and fate of every single moment
Every second that counts and every rubbish interference lessened to just a computer error that will be resolved within a few seconds.

Tuesday, October 9, 2018

I was walking around Marina Bay Sands and was thinking to myself. A watch in Cartier can worth almost a decade of my savings. I was thinking how 'small' I am in the material world. I was looking at the high end products on the store display and I could see the minute details of the products. I then realised why the wealthy love to buy high end products. Its due to the attention to detail.

The wealthy are the people that are living the life. They put on a great facade of what life should be and is.

I then question myself. in Monetary terms if a value defined me, I would be as tiny as a speck of
dust. Then why do people even bother to run this time machine, called 'life'.

People are buying time so that they can enjoy their time on Earth. Me, on the other hand felt like I have to give myself to God through helping people.

I then realised that the leisure that people portray, etc,' the beach resort life' and the life of luxury is somewhat boring as it does not feed the soul. Money does help feed a comfortable life. It buys time.

Thats the secret. The wealthy buy time. We, the normal people give away time in exchange for wealth.

I suddenly felt like so small after walking around MBS. To the 13 families that control the world, I am just a puppet, like a mannequin on a store display, just a doll walking around Singapore.

I then realise that everything around us has a meaning. What our lives are is just an extension to the super wealthy. We are just puppets to the super rich.

My goal in life is to help people and to be the person God wants me to be. I don't want power or fame but just to be good in changing people's lives for the better. I'm just a speck of dust, but a golden speck that wants to impact the world in a golden way.

Sunday, October 7, 2018

Sunday, September 30, 2018

Saturday, September 29, 2018

I realised that people love to show off virtually everything. They like to show off restaurants, food, friends, kisses, hugs, lol..

Not saying that its wrong or anything. I do feel that it does not sometimes represent a person's real wealth. If you are really rich and you portray that, I do understand.
I too like to share my life snapshots on instagram and sometimes on youtube, especially holidays.

However, I don't mean to show off my 'wealth'. I felt like my wealth will come in my future years. Now, I'm still in my early stage of career. I'm kind of way behind most people who already built up alot of their savings and already has a kid and a family of their own.

I can say I'm a late bloomer in my finance area. You know, a high end bag represent status in the eyes of a woman. I would only buy a high end bag once I have excess cash to spend on. In the mean time, I have to learn importance of money first.


Thursday, September 27, 2018

Its been awhile since I wrote on my blog. I wanted to start writing so that I don't lose my writing
skills. I'm thinking to myself why the world is such a messed up place. 

You know I think God brought me to Earth to try to understand people so that I can in some way make an impact in this world. 

I was thinking to myself why people are doing the wrong things in life and why most people end up not being happy. 

I think the key is lack of faith and an impatience in people that leads them to the wrong path. Most people think its okay to selfish. Though it is good to take care of one's being, I felt like me as a person should be more patient in my ways too. 

You know money is the thing that makes people impatient because people want a good life. Money makes people less stressed and people start to get impatient and only work for the paper. 

Some people fall into the route of desperateness for money because they fall into the greed of wanting to change their lifestyle. 

I pray that God will give people with impatience and lack of guidance a light to follow. I really wish the world will become a better place for everyone though I know everyone do have haters. 

I then realised that haters are there because of our impatience of forgiving and giving them time to see the real you. 

I pray that God will be there for the good of the world. 

Sunday, September 23, 2018

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Hi Everyone! 7 Songs to check out on my newest album, 'Feelings'. Just click on the pic to go to the spotify page. Thanks!!

Tuesday, July 17, 2018

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Sunday, July 15, 2018





Inspired by Jay Chou! :)

'Believe' is OUT on Spotify!! :)

Friday, July 13, 2018

Wednesday, July 11, 2018

Monday, July 9, 2018

Saturday, July 7, 2018

Thursday, July 5, 2018


Its finally out on SPOTIFY!! DO Check it out!!

Wednesday, July 4, 2018



My full song is already on ITunes and apple store! Do check it out!! Just click on the picture!!

Tuesday, July 3, 2018

Saturday, June 30, 2018

Thursday, June 28, 2018

Wednesday, June 27, 2018

Monday, June 18, 2018

Wednesday, June 6, 2018


Check this out! It's my latest song hee~

Saturday, June 2, 2018





My new song!! :D

Friday, June 1, 2018

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Sunday, May 20, 2018


Hi Everyone! I decided to start my own fashion website as I always loved Fashion and now that I have this, I can share all my favourite outfits with everyone!


Do Suscribe to my mail!

www.everydaylooksoftmelife.com


Do check it out for any updates too! hee!

Saturday, May 19, 2018

Friday, May 18, 2018

Tuesday, May 15, 2018


My new song is OUT on Spotify! Do check it out! Its called, 'Quest'! :)

Sunday, May 13, 2018

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Friday, May 11, 2018

Thursday, May 10, 2018

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Tuesday, May 8, 2018

Monday, May 7, 2018


Hi Everyone, my song, dancing in the night is out on Itunes now! Do Check it out!

Sunday, May 6, 2018





Coool...

Friday, May 4, 2018





Be sure to check out my new song! Its not the full song though.

The full version will take about 5 days to view on Spotify, Apple etc..:D





Thursday, May 3, 2018



A more cheerful song! SNOWMAN! :)


Wednesday, May 2, 2018





Hi everyone! This is my first MTV! Do check it out! (It is not the full song though)

The full song is in SPOTIFY :)

Tuesday, May 1, 2018

Monday, April 30, 2018



Avengers was interesting!

The last part, there were many people who dissappeared into dust. I felt like it was God concluding each of us. Even Spiderman turned into dirt.

It was as if God was concluding everyone to see who will follow him on earth and who will go to other planets like the underworld.

The monster guy (don't know his name) eventually lived. I felt like he did many bad things on Earth, had all 5 stones and powers of the Earth. Eventually, he met his daughter in hell and spoke to her, saying that it cost his life and everything to get power.

He eventually repent in my point of view and didn't end up in hell.

This is just my point of view, that many people are lost in their lives because they are following false teachings and prophets, people who seem to have lots of power.

God says that this kingdom is not of his kind. This kinda reinforced on it. There will be battles of countries within countries, fights for no apparent reason just to attain power.

Notice that that monster guy wasn't a human? I think he is just an example or depiction of a person who wants to control the world

God eventually only saves those who repent and those who follow him.

Interesting movie from my point of view

Sunday, April 29, 2018

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Sunday, April 22, 2018

Monday, April 16, 2018


Leanna brought me for wine tasting today. It was a great experience. :)

Sunday, April 15, 2018

Friday, April 13, 2018





My new Korean instrumental song!



Do check it out! :D

Thursday, April 12, 2018

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My latest song, inspired by BTS called, 'The real me' :)



Do check it out!


Sunday, April 8, 2018

Wednesday, April 4, 2018




Another new song. Been working hard composing. :)

Monday, April 2, 2018

I dislike trespassers. Go away, don't disturb me.

In this life, God planned out everyone's pathway. I believe I have the ability to discern so please go away and don't disturb me. I can see through your intentions.

I am very vulnerable to such things. Maybe it is my nature or my face, I don't know. I tend to attract predators or people who are looking at the wrong things in life.

I pray that I will meet better people out there. I pray that God will guide me and be with me throughout this journey of life.

You know, I used to be the nice girl, thinking that the whole world is all good and all. Its sad to say that the world isn't like that. I pray that I will not be hard at heart. The world made many people 'smart' and they use people for their own self happiness.

I pray that God will help me through these cruelty of life.


Sunday, April 1, 2018

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Was inspired by The weeknd's new song, 'Call out my name :)



Saturday, March 31, 2018

Friday, March 30, 2018

Thursday, March 29, 2018


Hi friends, this is my latest song which I composed. Do check it out!! :)


Hi Friends, I'm featured in this website called, 'Ask me Anything'. You can click on the picture to see my answers to the questions! :) Cheers!

Wednesday, March 28, 2018

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Monday, March 19, 2018

I was thinking to myself that many people are looking for treasures at the end of the rainbow. Some of them look for it from their partners, some from a job that they don't like and some from their families.

Its really sad. I was thinking to myself if I was rich, I would be so attacked by those predators who want me for my money.

I think the only way is to start from where I am now and slowly build up. I'm still learning about people's behaviours. Some people treat certain people differently because they think they are rich and when they find out that they have nothing, they run away.

I think money should be used for shelter, food, shopping and your future.

Those leeches, please don't attack those innocent ones. Karma will come back to you

Tuesday, March 13, 2018


Caught up with an ex poly friend, Wai leng. She is one of the friendly ones that I knew from poly. Glad to catch up with her after quite a long while.

Sweet friend! More wonderful times with this girl!

Saturday, March 10, 2018

Likability. everyone strive to be likeable. Those that dislike you don't like you because they are envious of something you have.

People bring up your past too when they think You are getting too much attention. The truth is that when a person is likeable, he or she is just likeable. People who put likeable people down are hypocrites.

I saw a lot of hatred and envy since young. It is very upsetting but I always thought how people are clueless who you really are. People only see one side to a story and they believe where the market leads them towards.

You know when a person did not do anything really wrong, God protects that sheep. God knows what goes on in everybody's mind. People can twist the real life situations and make a sheep look bad but God always still protects the sheeps.

I think one day, morals and character will not be crucial. I believe that in this life, the good will be gone and the future generation will live with less love in this world due to the self absorbed world.

People in the future though have technology, they will be lacking love and other things. I'm thankful that God is still there with me.

People may think the the world will be better with more coolness and bad in the world but they do not know that this coolness and badness of this world indirectly affects their life.

Think about it, why do people even have children and why do people find love. Love is non-existent in the future perhaps, except for family love I felt.






This song is a little different from the usual ones...To listen, you can click on the pic! :)

Friday, March 9, 2018







Wednesday, March 7, 2018


Brenda, shes my secondary school friend. Very pretty right hee..

Angelina, I guess you all must know her already. Introduced her already hee.


3 of us, percussion rules! hehe. We were all from IJTP percussion long time ago.



Leanna. She used to be an F1 girl. Very pretty and Hot!



Leanna is very genuine and tells me things with honesty. Pretty friend of mine! :) We were ex colleagues from Odyssey.


 This is from Kovan, a place called 'YuBa hut.' Quite Yummy! It is some floss sushi. :)


Raffles Place, Nice place to just sit and take pics hee...



'One Altitude' My favourite place to see the Singapore Skyline (Though i never been to MBS skypark). It is at 1 Raffles Place.

It is a rooftop bar on the 63rd floor. Very good view. You can see 360 degrees view of Singapore here :)











Wednesday, February 28, 2018


My new song is out now! Its called 'Reflecting'. Click on the pic to listen to it! :)

Tuesday, February 27, 2018

Friends come and go. I realised my old friends taught me alot of myself.
I tend to blend with them and I learnt a lot from being with them.
I'm glad that some friends come and did go.
Popularity, most people want to be popular but they don't realise that popularity is made by people who aren't popular.
People seek popularity and try to prove to people they are better in this or that way.
I realised that friends hang out because they think they are of a certain league or a certain standing in life to hang out with a certain group

I used to be in the popular gangs in primary school. It started out as pure and genuine friendships but slowly when secondary school came, it turned sour. People try to prove they are better and they do foolish things to make themselves more known because they want to be known as notorious and cool.

For those kids who think that being popular is everything, let me tell you this...Money makes people look attractive and popular. If anyone could go to the future, that is where money is. People who are popular are just people who have a piece of a future because they can afford to buy a piece of future or they are known to be the future, the leading breed.

Time changes everything. Going to the future creates money opportunities so if you go for money, your soul is bought by the illusion that money invited you in.

So before you look down on a certain kind of group, look at your own soul first.



Saturday, February 24, 2018


Thursday, February 22, 2018


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