Ranting

I was just wondering to myself why relationships most of the times don't work out really as planned. The honeymoon period is the time when most couples are oblivious of the other person's real agenda.
Slowly, they discover that both individuals are pirated in some ways.

You know why? Its because most people who are looking are the ones that are looking for 'company' or looking for something.
People who are looking will find that the 'high' of attaining a beautiful person or good looking person will die down.

That is because we are humans. Humans are like a dust or a planet in the universe. We usually get stagnant when we are too comfortable and than each party will start to lose that reason of being with that person. In order for anything to work, it has to be planned by God.

Its like you have two planets merged together to support each other but there is no food in the two planets. There is nothing to thrive and nothing to even converse about. It becomes like 'why am I even with this person when it doesn't feel good anymore'

Most people want to feel good with a person they are with. Its pretty sad that we humans are just flesh and bones and one day, nothing. We will perish one day.

Most people love attention because they like the power and the idea of the love around them and being fully enriched with events and people.

It seems ideal but sad to say that if we do that, our surroundings will lose out. Environment fumbles and soon it will also affect us. God I think, wants us to be filled with love.

It seems too difficult to do. If we can't even be happy with ourselves or feel fulfilled, why even care about others?

Let me give you a clue. Humans though not exactly like animals will also die if we don't care for others. We can be full of ourselves but that means that we will be left behind. Than people will say, what do you mean by left behind, it doesn't matter.

All I know is that being on this Earth is not just a happy ground of play. What I think God wants us to do is ...Okay, firstly You'll be like..who cares what God thinks. There is no God and why do I even care to write all these in my blog.

Its an utter waste of time
I'm preventing people from having fun
People would love to see me dissappear from Earth
I'm not doing any 'good' by revealing all these.
Like the 'Nerve' game, people will be like , 'kill' that girl. It will be fun to see it end badly.
I already know it will happen one day. My boldness is a threat to many.

I just have to say that the devil doesn't care about you. It will be like cool and all. Remember, God is devil too.

One day you'll realised all that attention you get. It is a selfish attention of humans. It is not real love that you are experiencing.

God made love in me because he loved me. He loved me so much and he loves you too.
He loves everyone to put you on Earth.
He knows you want your fun. Therefore, the devil in the picture

I love God because he helped me. I was a lost soul. I didn't have anything. No food, no anything.

People think that love is dead.
I used to think that too with my struggles of life.

I know that God is around. God is not a person or a soul. I don't know why there is existence but I just know that God is there.

You know the whole idea of existence, we are all curious. But does it have to matter?

I question many things. Like how did God even exist and why even bother to build a kingdom. It can make you go nuts if you think too much so people just go for the easy way, play.

But I don't wanna question God because I'm just a creature of his. He has his worries of finding his existence.

I'm glad that God is there for me. I wouldn't want to be God because it is scary to be God. Imagine how God feels. He is God yet he doesn't know his existence as he created everything in the world.

I'm just happy that I am a creature of a universe. I wouldn't want to be anything more than that.

Sorry for ranting.