haha. So I'm going to tell myself to reduce my expenditure. Need to try saving more. Last month and this month, I have been spending too much on food and clothing.
I realised that I was trying to prove to street talkers something. Its really silly. I will be myself again. Last time, I was living in a dream of being a socialite or something. I'm kinda crazy in that way, thinking I'm cinderella or something.
I will still spend on clothes but not like the crazy me I have been because honestly, no one really cares what you wear and how you look.
It will create a buzz perhaps but other than that, its just a waste of trying to prove to people this and that.
I will try to save for rainy days and put that money for future opportunities.
You know, I used to see so much in people, keep looking up to people. Now, that yearning for people is fading off. Even if A famous person comes to me and wanna get to know me, I wouldn't be head over heels over the looks or fame of the person.
I'm beginning to see the boringness of humans like Bulkowski. I don't know if its a good or bad thing but I think its a good thing. It means I want to improve myself and not envying people all the time.
Need to psycho myself
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