IJ friend, Rachel

Rachel (Left), She was an ex class-mate of mine in IjTP from Secondary 1 to Secondary 4. We went through tough times but I'm glad that we are still healing from our wounds of life. Had random funny memories with this girl. She introduced me to COLDPLAY Concert when they first came to Singapore and also Kings of Convenience Concert.  Keep going Rachel! :D 

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Kygo, Selena Gomez - It Ain't Me

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Illegal thoughts (most will say)

All that money making luxury, I think they will die one day. Its not about brands anymore but on a persons outlook.

That dream is fading because people just copy copy and copy. The world is on standstill when luxury is affected.

Many people dont believe in God but money. I believe that Hollywood will one day fade off, at least most of the negative side of it.

Even the Kardashians will fade off because they believe in too much of money.

People who believe in idols. They are followers. Look at yourself first. They aren't real idols to begin with. Just an orchestrated money driven illusion.

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Me

A picture in Boat Quay

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Adele - Hello (Live at Grammys 2017)

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A happy song by me

My voice isn't so clear in this composition as I had a cough.

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Lorde - Green Light - Live at Coachella 2017 Sunday, April 16th

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Thanks Warriors

Its funny. After I aired all the cool names, it seemed like I disseminated justice to people who can handle cool haha.
You know, I dislike people looking at me. I'm glad there are these cool warriors that I met in my life. I may not know them well but they are sure cool to handle popularity.

I'm the worst handling this kinda things. Oh today I bump into an old friend of mine, Edwin. He was a workmate at a Japanese restaurant, 'Taichan restaurant'. I once spoke about that experience working there before in my old blog.

Great to bump into you! :)

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Lorde - Green Light

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The Cool Names in IHM (Immaculate heart of Mary)

Don't really have an order but I remembered the cool names like

David Hew,
Daniel Sim, Joel Sim (both brothers sing super well)
Paul Chen, Spencer Kwek gang.(Vaguely know them only)
Lynette Siew (pretty girl)
Karina Tham gang (St Nicholas gang)
Christian Long
Samantha Alexis yeo and Yvonne Yue (They were super hot )
Cordelia  (She said I had good skin on my arms haha)
Shaun (My facil)
Kimberly Lum Samantha See gang which is also part of Karina gang.
Brandon Lee
Andrew Loh (He was our SG leader)
I remembered seeing Holly once in Ihm , the MTVJ with Paul Chen at the canteen (Holly is super pretty)
Clement Chua (ZJ owner)
Matthias (He was a junior of ZJ owner)
Matthew and Angela (Couple)

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The cool names in IJ from primary 1 to Secondary 4

Okay am going to name the people in Emiwood

Primary 1: Natalie Chiang was hot. She appeared on channel 8 series show
Primary 2: Michelle yip and Genevieve wan (I remembered they were cool. I remembered Genevieve wan's gameboy)
Jessica Foo and Denise Foo... They were sweethearts.
Primary 3 : Nicole teo
Primary 4: Melanie Chin and Claire Leong and Carrie De souza gang and Yu Ting etc..Nadia gang (Kirsten violet gang)
Primary 5: The lily gang like Bonnie, Gina, Effie Chan and hono gang: Clarissa, Inkasari, Audrey Yee
Primary 6: Clarissa, Melanie gang still
Secondary 1: Kimberly Lum, Danielle Lim Pei zhen Dong Zheng gang,
Secondary 2: Meaghan gang also (The bowling gang) , Debbie from percussion (She's my senior and knows the Claire Teo gang), Dawn Koh (who was only in our school for awhile)
Secondary 3: Sandy Kwan, Gabrielle, Kah Yee (Netball gang) I remembered Sandy singing to 'best in me' in class by Blue, Angelina Nguan, Brenda Lee, Emili Tay, Jacinta (they were our juniors in Ij band) Evangeline Tay (She was a good friend of me and Cecilia Ong for one period)
Secondary 4: Natasha Quek (She loved to sing), Nicole gang, Netball gang

After IJ: Elsa Lim (I remembered was in some trio or quartet band), Evangeline Tay (Deal or no deal girl)

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No offence to Men I meet

You know people make such a big fuss about Hollywood. What about Emiwood.

I think it exists in Singapore.

Not trying to be Narcissist but a lot of people I bump into are really hot and pretty. The girls. Sadly, the guys aren't matched to that level (Those that I have met) I seldom meet good guys. Most of the guys I meet are players.

The guys I've dated so far or met so far : wide spectrum. From a top racer to an owner of a business to a C something O of some Aussie swiss bank. They were just vague Meet ups and didn't last at all.

Online, I met a politician, a wanna-be lawyer etc... Don't wanna name too many. Met many people...

You might wonder why this Emilie is so random and to some, perhaps a little 'trashy' because she meets people of all walks of life which is pretty ironic to be 'trashy'.

You know, my life sometimes is such a blurr that sometimes I prefer to just focuse on work. The playground world is pretty boring. Most of the players want to be players so they dress up like their idols hoping to exude that cool and perhaps 'bluff' certain humans that can't tell who really has the swag or who really is the real deal or real god-like humans (I like to call it)

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Rihanna - Kiss It Better (R3hab Remix)

Warning: Vulgarities included inside this song

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Emilie is.....

You know whats the real Emilie? Its the Emilie that wears pyjamas and stays at home and the only presence is the moon and the night sky with shadows of the moonlight shining upon the window where you can see the shadows of the window grills.

The quietness of the evening with rare stars in the sky. The feeling of serenity.

Emilie is the silence of the early wee hours of the morning where the only sound comes from the morning buses and vehicles that are heading to work.

Emilie is the quietness of life. (Ps...maybe thats why people find me boring lol)

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I need to save, No more 'socialite'

I need to start saving. People must be wondering why I spend so much money on clothes...not finding boyfriend want to look good for what...
haha. So I'm going to tell myself to reduce my expenditure. Need to try saving more. Last month and this month, I have been spending too much on food and clothing.

I realised that I was trying to prove to street talkers something. Its really silly. I will be myself again. Last time, I was living in a dream of being a socialite or something. I'm kinda crazy in that way, thinking I'm cinderella or something.

I will still spend on clothes but not like the crazy me I have been because honestly, no one really cares what you wear and how you look.

It will create a buzz perhaps but other than that, its just a waste of trying to prove to people this and that.

I will try to save for rainy days and put that money for future opportunities.

You know, I used to see so much in people, keep looking up to people. Now, that yearning for people is fading off. Even if A famous person comes to me and wanna get to know me, I wouldn't be head over heels over the looks or fame of the person.

I'm beginning to see the boringness of humans like Bulkowski. I don't know if its a good or bad thing but I think its a good thing. It means I want to improve myself and not envying people all the time.

Need to psycho myself

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'God be with me'

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Revelation by me hehe

I just have this feeling that something bad will happen to the bad deeds of this country. We have been blessed so far but one day, those with evil deeds will see what their actions brought them.
I may be wrong. We will see.
You know I used to be someone who thought God was a scary God and that he is evil to have brought me sufferings.
You know ego is so powerful that if you are known to be an outcast for no reason or known to be in a negative connotation in some way, people remember you and mark you for that.

If God was so evil to mark us, everyone would be in hell by now. If you aren't afraid of God, I am telling you in this post to be afraid of him because he revealed many things to me that I didn't believe.

Who knows, one day humans might even have the power to fly other than walking. We are always so skeptical with God because our brains limit us. I believe a world 10000 years later will be a human with many functions and trees as tall as 10 stories.

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Kiiara - Whippin (feat. Felix Snow) [Official Audio]

Warning: There is a lot of vulgarity but super catchy song.

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Kiiara - Gold - Live at Coachella 2017 Sunday, April 16th

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A new song by me

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WAKE UP people

The whole world is betting on faces. When they see a pretty or handsome face, they bet on it. Gossips are like bets on people

I had to learn the hard way. I will stop betting on computer screens and faces. I will start to work hard on my work.

The illusions make us lose what we think we have. God decides how much we have. Numerical values are a good gauge of how much you have not paid back to society or how much you are worth in God's eyes. I prefer the latter.

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Ne-Yo - Feeling Better (Lyrics Video)

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My cover of 'As long as you love me'

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The Script - Before The Worst

Pssss: Love Danny!

He added Romance into the air when 'The Script' was famous.

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One Direction Justin Bieber As Long As You Drag Me Down Mashup

Love these two songs! :D

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Bumping into Popular girls in IJ

Its funny, I've been seeing many pretty ij girls recently. I saw Nicole Teo in Starbucks at Raffles City (Popular girl, her sis Claire teo is super hot I remembered during IJ days)

I happen to be sitting in Starbucks on the high chair and she and another girl were approaching a guy with a laptop, meeting him for something. Nicole though I don't really know her. She used to be in my class but I don't know her personally. She is like the Paris Hilton of IJ. In fact, her sister too.

I remembered prom night day, Nicole had hair extensions and wore a dusty pink like cross halter dress. My class 3/7 wore like they were top models.

I remembered Marianne Chew wore a white power suit and she talked about how she loved Coco Chanel during one of the prom night games. My class was like known to be the 'bimbo' class but seriously, they were the coolest bunch of people.

I also saw Cheryl Lee today(Brandon's sister) at 'Picnic.' She was sitting super near me. I was even pleasantly surprised to see her. I follow her on Instagram and I really admire people who lead a super normal happy rich life.

I also saw Pamela Teo in the train station. She was on her phone. Hhee.. She was Cecilia Ong's best friend I remembered.

I missed the Chiobuness (Prettyness) of IJTP.

This is Cheryl Lee's Instagram (Hope you all don't mind me publicising)

This is one picture of how Nicole Teo looks like, the girl on the left. I'm following a friend of hers. 

Above is Marianne Chew. She wore the Chanel Power white suit on prom night. 

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The more fatty self now

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Charles Bukowski "The man with the beautiful eyes"

This reminds me of people that are still beautiful on this Earth and how we need to struggle to be beautiful in our own way.

People are afraid of beautiful people (Inside) but they don't realise that the beauty of Humans and Nature are the reason people wanna live for.

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Sharks and Piranhas are real.

People think that fame is good but most of the times, fame is a battle of people who knows you who either hates you or loves you.

Sometimes when people talk about me (the girls), I like to think that they are like sharks and piranhas swimming near me. They dislike Nemo. Sometimes I feel like I'm like Nemo, lost in the sea of Earth.

Sometimes sharks and piranhas try to scare me but I pray that God is taking care of me. If people look up to superstars, thats because they think their world is a place closer to heaven. A place of wealth and happiness.

You know, one day...everybody will die. Its only how they are going to die and that can't be determined by the fishes in the sea (Us). God knows how we will get eaten up.

I pray that Death will be an easy trigger to everyone who is scared of it and I pray that enemies will see that in this world, there is actually no enemies. People kill because its part of the food web of humans. (I hope not though)

Sometimes, people question the violence of Earth. I think it is God's way of ending a food chain. God decides. People try to be God but God after all still decides who is to leave the world.

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The Blah Blah Blah of the day

Humans are secrets, God put secrets into every human being because he believes in secrets and not boasting.

I used to get bored with life because I didn't want anything from anyone. When I realised the gift of giving, my world changed.

I used to be selfish like everyone, thinking I'm the best and not thinking of others. I was self-centered.

I think I started to change when I start being quiet. I felt like I had no mouth with my friends around. There is nothing to talk about because during school days, I was struggling just to get pass my results. There was no such thing as leisure for me. I was just focused on studies fullstop.

The only thing that cheered me up during my school days were mostly Music and bubble tea and good friends.

I was struggling in all ways during my teens. I felt like there was so much to handle that I didn't grow physically. I was super selfless in myself physically.

I see all my friends being so pretty and I used to admire my surroundings so much. I was wondering to myself when it would be my turn to look like who Emilie really looks like.

You know when I was a baby, I feared that I looked ugly because I was afraid the world will see me in a bad light. I prayed that I wasn't ugly. When people looked at me and smiled, perhaps I was comforted.

I didn't look at the mirror much when I was young because the mirror was too high. Even now, I don't look much at the mirror, which sometimes explains my messy hair or when you see a sticker on my face (Student's stickers for piano) or when you see a stain on my face that I'm unaware of.

I think the reason why I'm sharing all these is that most people don't get me because I'm not a norm kinda girl. I like to think that I'm someone you can learn something from.

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The Chainsmokers - Honest (Audio)

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John Mayer - Still Feel Like Your Man

Funny video by John Mayer

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Love Anthem

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A boulevard of broken dreams

That was me in 2014. I think this is still my best cover with my face in it lol.

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OMG lol

I did this video for a music job that I was trying to get. in 2013. Oh dear quite embarrassing haha

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Gaming song in YouTube :)

My gaming song. In case you don't have Soundcloud, you can now listen to my track on youTube :)

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Snowman

My composition which includes pictures from my Eastern Europe trip :)

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Mike Perry - The Ocean (ft. Shy Martin)

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Axel Thesleff - Bad Karma

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Marian Hill - Down (DriftAudios Remix)

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My New Gaming song

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My 'wealthy' dream

If I had just a few thousand dollars more, I'll be a happy girl. Hehe.
You know if my bank had eg: 1000. To me. Its 10000.
It is dangerous living with little but I believe that God will take care of me. I will help myself too by doing what I love.

There was once, I passed by and I overheard someone saying that I'm a branded girl. If you look carefully at my clothes, most of my clothes are brand-less.

One being I can't afford them and another being, I like my clothes to be just cloth.

I would love to buy brands if I was super duper rich but I don't think I will ever be so so rich because I would most likely give them away to people who need them like : Family, strangers whom I love and clothes.

So I will end up having maybe 20% of the wealth I earn. I would...though get an apartment fully paid for but give that house to someone(mum perhaps) to manage. I will just live there without any finance on me hehe.


This is my dream.

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I see

I was blind for a long time. People have eyes, ears and mouth but if we don't know how to use them, one day it will be gone. It is a fact that it will all be gone when we die but I feel that if we don't know how to use our features, it will be gone in heaven.

I relied on my ears so much that when people abuse my deeds, I find myself paralysed with fear because it is something like when a singer relies her vocal chords his or her whole life and suddenly there is an infection or cancer. 

I am beginning to use my eyes more. I used to find my eyesight failing me as I grow older and than I realised the reason. I don't know how to use my eyes for God. 

I always look to the ground because it was my safety net. But the priest said that omission is also a sin. I thank God for the good souls that help me everyday. 

I think good souls are multiplying. I have to use my eyes now that my ears sometimes get abused by people who dislike me. 

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Hairy baby

The amazing thing about God is that he speaks in so many ways.
Most people use their brains and information in the public. They believe in things that might have been filtered 1 million times and the information they get is somewhat true but they don't know the root behind things.

The funny thing is that there is no root. Sometimes Me myself don't even know how God can transform me.

I used to tell my ex the story behind my dream. I dreamt that I was hairy on my arms because I was thrown into a garbage bag as a baby and was neglected. I then survived through getting the 'nutrients' through my body hair because I had no food in the garbage bag. I dreamt that I was abandoned and thrown into the chute and was passed from country to country till I ended in Singapore.

So that explains my hairiness that I felt was derived from.

haha.

More out of the world stories to come perhaps.

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My Past

Odyssey The Global Preschool (Wilkinson Road)

Staccato Music School (My student, Zi Qi and her brother Zi Chong)

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