'I want you and your stubborn...soul'

Last time I thought I was the salt of the earth.
It turned out that I was the most messed up girl in the world.
People put themselves so high.
Sometimes we need a big scolding to realise how our thoughts are so deadly
When I realised that, I realise how stubborn I am with God that it makes people wonder why I'm so un-understandable.
Sometimes I wonder why I'm not like a normal human being, have a nice boyfriend, nice safe everything.
Instead, I chose the dangerous path.
But I know that God wants me to take this path because I was the stubborn soul who refused to go into any body except for this one Emilie.

I was this stubborn soul who just wanted the presence of God and feared anything earthly

I was the soul that made the most mistakes.