Nightmare days in poly

When you experience God, you realised whatever you see is not really what defines you.
There can be a whole lot of negativity around you. The real you is not the surroundings. Whats in the surroundings are people who don't get you so it shouldn't define you.

If I can feel like the least powerful person in the world, I don't understand how people who are despised and have some sort of deformity or sickness feel. They must feel like crap.

People who talk bad about you. They will realise that the love they had was being taken advantage of. They don't appreciate the love of the person they bully until one day, they realise that they were missing out on that 'love'

Suddenly in my head, everything that surrounded me in poly, the people who gossiped. My natural reaction towards that kinda species will change my body language. Its like the 'love' language will turn off around them because of my history with that kinda species.

I don't look down on anyone because I felt being looked down on in my past and I know how every least powerful person feel when someone does that to them.