Convent wasn't so Convent for me

Not just poly, IJ seemed to insinuate the same kinda experience. In fact, it was passed on from IJ to Poly. My insecurities came from my experience in IJ.


In primary school, I already felt like I was on the hotspot for bullies the moment I entered the school. I felt like there was a secret code to tear me down because I was not wealthy though I seem to get along with my peers pretty well.

Secondary school was like pay back time for the girls on me. I was bullied tremendously or either that my sensitivity magnified it even more because of my vulnerable side of me.

I knew there was some kind of red spot on me since primary school though I don't know what the real secret was.

My faith told me that. It might be true or might not be true. It doesn't matter. All I know is that people learn from each other so that they can have more 'charm'. Charm can be learnt in a girls school. The people you mix with will sometimes determine the kind of guys you attract too. It spells status from the start of school. I believe so.

Ultimately, I don't blame the schools but I blame humanity. Earth is not a livable place for people who are harmless or faint hearted and good hearts.