I know what you did last afternoon (real life movie)

You know most people dont see things. I see it too much sometimes its frightening. God warned me and I was saved yesterday. People who wants to destroy you. They're ignorant because perhaps theyre obsessed with power.

Yesterday I went to the concentration camps. People think the past generation suffered so much but they don't realise we are still at war. Its sad. Everyone has to die anyways.

There are so many types of idealogies in the world. I only understand God's love.

I pray that the war will end. The beginning is today. I pray that people will be kind to one another regardless of race and power

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John Mayer - XO (Audio)

Enjoy this till I come backie :) xoxo

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Luxurywant

My LuxuryWant has gone to Instagram.  If you have Instagram and love to get Fashion feeds, feel free to add me :)

For People who want newsfeeds on Facebook, You can also find me. I'm glad I managed to already reach the 1000 likes without any promotion. A Fashion app did help me to promote but the rest was through unknown sources hehe. :)

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Will be back in about two weeks time

I'll be in Europe roughly for the next two weeks. 

The world is changing in my world. Noises becoming silence. Heat becoming cool and love spreading wider and wider. 

You know, last time I was afraid to change because when I change, I always felt like there will be a reaction. Now, I just change and my surroundings become beautiful with me. 

Thank You world for being kinder to me :)

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Swag is $$

Reading all the Hollywood news, the world just want more of Swag. People thrive on swag but they don't know that swag is not about the person but what God wants the focus to be in the world.

Wealth is swag perhaps. People travel to countries to experience what swag feels like because most of the times money buys swag. So people feel proud when a country has swag. Most people don't see nature as swag so sometimes nature is often seen as boring. I myself prefer cities because cities are more colourful. Nature is more for the soul while cities is for creativity.

Men go after woman to feel swagger, like they are cool. Woman go for men to feel like they are in a certain status.

I don't go for swag. I just want God

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More of Sichuan

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Food for thought

God is meant to consume us. When we consume ourselves without God in mind, we become flesh and bones and one day, just bones and later ashes.

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Convent wasn't so Convent for me

Not just poly, IJ seemed to insinuate the same kinda experience. In fact, it was passed on from IJ to Poly. My insecurities came from my experience in IJ.


In primary school, I already felt like I was on the hotspot for bullies the moment I entered the school. I felt like there was a secret code to tear me down because I was not wealthy though I seem to get along with my peers pretty well.

Secondary school was like pay back time for the girls on me. I was bullied tremendously or either that my sensitivity magnified it even more because of my vulnerable side of me.

I knew there was some kind of red spot on me since primary school though I don't know what the real secret was.

My faith told me that. It might be true or might not be true. It doesn't matter. All I know is that people learn from each other so that they can have more 'charm'. Charm can be learnt in a girls school. The people you mix with will sometimes determine the kind of guys you attract too. It spells status from the start of school. I believe so.

Ultimately, I don't blame the schools but I blame humanity. Earth is not a livable place for people who are harmless or faint hearted and good hearts.

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Nightmare days in poly

When you experience God, you realised whatever you see is not really what defines you.
There can be a whole lot of negativity around you. The real you is not the surroundings. Whats in the surroundings are people who don't get you so it shouldn't define you.

If I can feel like the least powerful person in the world, I don't understand how people who are despised and have some sort of deformity or sickness feel. They must feel like crap.

People who talk bad about you. They will realise that the love they had was being taken advantage of. They don't appreciate the love of the person they bully until one day, they realise that they were missing out on that 'love'

Suddenly in my head, everything that surrounded me in poly, the people who gossiped. My natural reaction towards that kinda species will change my body language. Its like the 'love' language will turn off around them because of my history with that kinda species.

I don't look down on anyone because I felt being looked down on in my past and I know how every least powerful person feel when someone does that to them.

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Love

Eternal love
It is a mix of love from all over the place
When I was younger, I thought that love is only from your soulmate. Its really crap.

Love is a map of people in your life.
Love can fade away too but nothing is lost because there was love and with love, there is no hatred.

When one hates you for letting him or her go, that means he or she didn't really love you.

Love, only four letters but its deeper than any word in the Dictionary.

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Short song by Emilie

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Where is the love or where is your love?

People always say spread love. The skimming ones hate love. The rich ones embrace it. Hell is in places where people are the least open to things. Heaven is cosmopolitan.

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Love is all we need

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Taboo thoughts

Man go for beauty but beauty can be made. So man get fooled by it and their life becomes a cheating ground.
Beauty is seen as something very precious but it is so idealised that people worship it and do whatever it takes to look beautiful.
I want to hide my face wherever I go because My real self tells me that I don't belong in this part of the world.

This part of the world is not livable to me. People call image a social responsibility. I call it a reason to mock at people.

I don't pretend to be perfect though I'm suppose to portray myself as a perfect teacher.

My real self is to bury my face everywhere I go and to stay in a place of nature. Somewhere far from civilisation where beauty is not even defined in any way.

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Line of the day

The world is beautiful without beauty. How ironic

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Emilie becomes the clown of the town

For me to write poetic/silly things/humanness and things that are usually not talked about, most people might see me as a joke or see me as someone who doesn't know what she is doing.

Most people only dare to talk about things but they don't dare to be the ones that are taking the leap.

I might be a joke now or in the past but God knows me best. He knows my thoughts and he knows what is really going on in this world.

God, I'll let you do your thing. I'll just be a puppet of yours.

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Don't blame your boyfriend if he doesn't treat u like a princess

Like careers, relationships are also very volatile nowadays.
I see so many beautiful sexy pretty ladies in the streets.
I wonder to myself, How is a man suppose to only look at their girlfriend and shower them like a princess when there are so many out there?
Most parents always agree to a good man, decent looking, tall etc...
I thought to myself. Okay, if I ever find one, he would not be able to handle all the nonsense around me and girls would definitely show their charm to him..Its a 'duh' kinda thing.

OK, so all the girls who want the decent guys get them while people like me become an outsider. Most people would think. This girl is so pathetic, no boyfriend, loner, good to talk about because she's always alone...etc...

haha. So thats the story of what most people think of me in Singapore. It is really a 'sin' city. Perhaps every city is a sin city.

'The people who get hurt' . Most of them end up becoming bad because of their situation and they keep getting stepped by others, making them more sour and more sour. I see good wealthy people but there are also some that aren't so good.

I pray that more people can see the light in the less 'interesting' ones and that the wolves to shun away from the innocent and vulnerable ones. The wolves should scare away their own kind. Don't go bully little red riding hood.

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Everyone can be Santa Claus

Last time, I always thought of single life as a sad life.
Then I realised, it isn't that bad at all.
Because you get to give to society without needing to think of what the other party feels. He or she might misunderstand your actions.

And so, that is why we have to put God first because we humans are here to give not to keep. If we keep, we are selfish and that creates a stagnancy in our world.

Selfishness does not get anywhere because what you are keeping for yourself is just useless junk. God wants us to give nonstop. Than how is the World suppose to change if Humans don't give?

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People need more sleep

Most people stop dreaming. They start to become 'intelligent' and find means to attain whats in the dream but the dream is just a dream.

Most people advertise themselves thinking that good things will come to them.

People who come to you usually want something from you. Be prepared to give something back or else don't advertise yourself.

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Superman or Superstar?

Everyone wants to feel like a superstar. Most people look like a superstar. With money, You can look and feel like one.
I don't like to be a superstar, I like to follow the 'star' in the universe.
Life, a poetry. To most its a playground.

Wealth has changed tremendously throughout the years. I've seen so many people travelling nowadays. Instagram has become the new wealth. Showing to others that you've been here and there and surrounding yourself with pretty and handsome guys show your status too.
People feel like they have to keep up.

For me, it is a Diary of my growth.

Sometimes pictures can be hypocritical. My pictures can also be but there is always a hidden meaning behind a picture. I may not even know the meaning because I'm not the master of my life. God is.

Some people might think I'm dumb or intelligent or weird or quiet. I really have no character. My character is a feeling- a soul.

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Now you know why humans smell

People who are ugly inside don't know what a good song is. The vulgar life is a vulgar song.
A vulgar song creates bad energy which leads to bad smell

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Ed Sheeran - Shape Of You [Official Lyric Video]

Nice song!

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My Version of 'I don't wanna live forever'

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Nature is Money

If You are able to play with your surroundings, that is Happiness and Love itself.
The past doesn't matter anymore
I realised something, nature retains money
Nature is money.
People without love is a bad economy. People with love is a good economy.

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