Losing money in Casino is an exchange for Reality

Next year, I will work harder than this year. I realised that God does not want us to bet on life and people. Some people think that their money issues can be solved by finding a rich husband or wife.
It could happen but we are still in some kind of need for something even when that happens.

I finally understand the feeling of being in a helpless situation, a feeling of a beggar. It is a really horrible feeling and I hope that no one will ever feel that way.

Even my teaching job feels like I'm not working hard enough. I realised that riches come to us for us to solve something. Holidays come for people to salvage others. It is not just  a leisure time for our selves but a time to give back to society.

I don't know if riches will always come to me because I know that one day my mission might be complete and I would need more riches again.

I want to solve more issues with my brain but I don't know what mission I am working towards to.

I pray for beggars to find riches and people who already have riches to give back because when they give back, they are helping themselves to realise that money might not belong to them. It belongs to people who need them more.

I pray that I will be able to help myself and others to realise that money is not everything. People can gamble all their savings away in just one night. Perhaps it really don't belong to them. It belongs to someone else who needs it more.