Saturday, December 31, 2016
Thursday, December 22, 2016
I pray that people will stop bullying people who are vulnerable or are in minority races. Everyone has a heart, a head and a soul. No one should feel less worthy of, even when they are in a difficult situation in life.
I dislike people who bully those who don't look a certain way or behave a certain way. They don't know that they themselves are lost too. I remembered watching a movie of a rich man who had this stalker who stalks his wife. He blamed on this stalker, saying he is a weirdo etc...
Later in the story, it was said that he used to bully this guy when he was younger. People who bully don't get that the future of the victim being bullied might have a tougher road in life because of that lens being blurred by these big bullies because the big bullies are the ones that can influence the world. They could be lawyers, doctors, people who are well of.
When a person's lense is being destroyed by bullies, the whole world start to think that the weirdo is really a weirdo and his or her life start to become one too.
Those bullies judge. In fact, they do have a lot of power but God is more powerful than them. I used to feel the least powerful person in the world but than I realised why I felt that. The world was a mean world and that was why God got me prepared. My softness was being stepped by people. I start to dread life. Somehow, he was giving me the strength.
Life is a mental battle, The foolish ones battle it physically.
I dislike people who bully those who don't look a certain way or behave a certain way. They don't know that they themselves are lost too. I remembered watching a movie of a rich man who had this stalker who stalks his wife. He blamed on this stalker, saying he is a weirdo etc...
Later in the story, it was said that he used to bully this guy when he was younger. People who bully don't get that the future of the victim being bullied might have a tougher road in life because of that lens being blurred by these big bullies because the big bullies are the ones that can influence the world. They could be lawyers, doctors, people who are well of.
When a person's lense is being destroyed by bullies, the whole world start to think that the weirdo is really a weirdo and his or her life start to become one too.
Those bullies judge. In fact, they do have a lot of power but God is more powerful than them. I used to feel the least powerful person in the world but than I realised why I felt that. The world was a mean world and that was why God got me prepared. My softness was being stepped by people. I start to dread life. Somehow, he was giving me the strength.
Life is a mental battle, The foolish ones battle it physically.
Monday, December 19, 2016
Next year, I will work harder than this year. I realised that God does not want us to bet on life and people. Some people think that their money issues can be solved by finding a rich husband or wife.
It could happen but we are still in some kind of need for something even when that happens.
I finally understand the feeling of being in a helpless situation, a feeling of a beggar. It is a really horrible feeling and I hope that no one will ever feel that way.
Even my teaching job feels like I'm not working hard enough. I realised that riches come to us for us to solve something. Holidays come for people to salvage others. It is not just a leisure time for our selves but a time to give back to society.
I don't know if riches will always come to me because I know that one day my mission might be complete and I would need more riches again.
I want to solve more issues with my brain but I don't know what mission I am working towards to.
I pray for beggars to find riches and people who already have riches to give back because when they give back, they are helping themselves to realise that money might not belong to them. It belongs to people who need them more.
I pray that I will be able to help myself and others to realise that money is not everything. People can gamble all their savings away in just one night. Perhaps it really don't belong to them. It belongs to someone else who needs it more.
It could happen but we are still in some kind of need for something even when that happens.
I finally understand the feeling of being in a helpless situation, a feeling of a beggar. It is a really horrible feeling and I hope that no one will ever feel that way.
Even my teaching job feels like I'm not working hard enough. I realised that riches come to us for us to solve something. Holidays come for people to salvage others. It is not just a leisure time for our selves but a time to give back to society.
I don't know if riches will always come to me because I know that one day my mission might be complete and I would need more riches again.
I want to solve more issues with my brain but I don't know what mission I am working towards to.
I pray for beggars to find riches and people who already have riches to give back because when they give back, they are helping themselves to realise that money might not belong to them. It belongs to people who need them more.
I pray that I will be able to help myself and others to realise that money is not everything. People can gamble all their savings away in just one night. Perhaps it really don't belong to them. It belongs to someone else who needs it more.
Sunday, December 18, 2016
Father was saying, He pray that warriors of God will risk it all. He didn't exactly say that but thats my interpretation.
I'll risk it all till the day I die. The more you risk, the more attention you get but that does not equate to a person wanting to be an attention seeker.
I really admire people who are really spiritual. The real spiritual ones seem to be nobel in people's eyes but I see them as warriors. People who don't look at people with lust but they look at people with their admiration for their strength to follow what is invisible (God)
I was thinking to myself. People who seek God are like back to the olden days whereby people are alive in the chess game. Theres like soldier, king, queen, etc..Its like a chess game coming alive, just that we in this modern day do not have armours and swords.
In fact, all cultures are kinda intertwined in our way of looking at fighting for ourselves. Different cultures just express it in different ways but we all have the same kind of vision which is to be nobel.
I'll risk it all till the day I die. The more you risk, the more attention you get but that does not equate to a person wanting to be an attention seeker.
I really admire people who are really spiritual. The real spiritual ones seem to be nobel in people's eyes but I see them as warriors. People who don't look at people with lust but they look at people with their admiration for their strength to follow what is invisible (God)
I was thinking to myself. People who seek God are like back to the olden days whereby people are alive in the chess game. Theres like soldier, king, queen, etc..Its like a chess game coming alive, just that we in this modern day do not have armours and swords.
In fact, all cultures are kinda intertwined in our way of looking at fighting for ourselves. Different cultures just express it in different ways but we all have the same kind of vision which is to be nobel.
Friday, December 16, 2016
Tuesday, December 13, 2016
Today I decided to go to Changi Airport and took a bus home.
The bus took a route that I never seen for a long time. It was my childhood all flashed passed me by my side view. I saw Hougang Ave 1. That was where I lived, blk 239, the exact block. I saw the remote park that I used to go with my primary school friend.
The energy felt the same. I felt kinda sad because our past is like sufferings. The sufferings we faced when we were a kid. Most of the past were not so pleasant for me but it made me a stronger person. I felt like there was a lot of hardship when I passed by. It was funny. 'Unwritten' by Natasha Bedingfeld played when I reached Lorong Ah Soo road. I remembered the old bumpy non- air con school bus I used to sit when I was in primary school and the humble bus uncle that reminded me of a nice monkey (oops)
I remembered everything. The rest is still unwritten. Its funny. I lived on the 13th floor and today is 13 December and I just turned 28 to see my past life. As if everything was mapped out for me to start anew again in my new birth.
The bus took a route that I never seen for a long time. It was my childhood all flashed passed me by my side view. I saw Hougang Ave 1. That was where I lived, blk 239, the exact block. I saw the remote park that I used to go with my primary school friend.
The energy felt the same. I felt kinda sad because our past is like sufferings. The sufferings we faced when we were a kid. Most of the past were not so pleasant for me but it made me a stronger person. I felt like there was a lot of hardship when I passed by. It was funny. 'Unwritten' by Natasha Bedingfeld played when I reached Lorong Ah Soo road. I remembered the old bumpy non- air con school bus I used to sit when I was in primary school and the humble bus uncle that reminded me of a nice monkey (oops)
I remembered everything. The rest is still unwritten. Its funny. I lived on the 13th floor and today is 13 December and I just turned 28 to see my past life. As if everything was mapped out for me to start anew again in my new birth.
Monday, December 12, 2016
There are too many pretty and good looking people for ego to even exist actually
I'm glad I'm neither pretty nor ugly. I'm just a human and I'm thankful that God made me me.
When people start to talk about you, thats because they are placing bets on their ideas on you, hoping that it will come back in return in some ways. A bet on Idealogy, something like gambling in Casino. Hehe
So if people start talking about you, it might not mean its about your appearance. They've got nothing on you if you're a good person. They just want to bet on you for their own opinions and own expression.
I'm glad I'm neither pretty nor ugly. I'm just a human and I'm thankful that God made me me.
When people start to talk about you, thats because they are placing bets on their ideas on you, hoping that it will come back in return in some ways. A bet on Idealogy, something like gambling in Casino. Hehe
So if people start talking about you, it might not mean its about your appearance. They've got nothing on you if you're a good person. They just want to bet on you for their own opinions and own expression.
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