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Ranting

I was just wondering to myself why relationships most of the times don't work out really as planned. The honeymoon period is the time when most couples are oblivious of the other person's real agenda.
Slowly, they discover that both individuals are pirated in some ways.

You know why? Its because most people who are looking are the ones that are looking for 'company' or looking for something.
People who are looking will find that the 'high' of attaining a beautiful person or good looking person will die down.

That is because we are humans. Humans are like a dust or a planet in the universe. We usually get stagnant when we are too comfortable and than each party will start to lose that reason of being with that person. In order for anything to work, it has to be planned by God.

Its like you have two planets merged together to support each other but there is no food in the two planets. There is nothing to thrive and nothing to even converse about. It becomes like 'why am I even with this person when it doesn't feel good anymore'

Most people want to feel good with a person they are with. Its pretty sad that we humans are just flesh and bones and one day, nothing. We will perish one day.

Most people love attention because they like the power and the idea of the love around them and being fully enriched with events and people.

It seems ideal but sad to say that if we do that, our surroundings will lose out. Environment fumbles and soon it will also affect us. God I think, wants us to be filled with love.

It seems too difficult to do. If we can't even be happy with ourselves or feel fulfilled, why even care about others?

Let me give you a clue. Humans though not exactly like animals will also die if we don't care for others. We can be full of ourselves but that means that we will be left behind. Than people will say, what do you mean by left behind, it doesn't matter.

All I know is that being on this Earth is not just a happy ground of play. What I think God wants us to do is ...Okay, firstly You'll be like..who cares what God thinks. There is no God and why do I even care to write all these in my blog.

Its an utter waste of time
I'm preventing people from having fun
People would love to see me dissappear from Earth
I'm not doing any 'good' by revealing all these.
Like the 'Nerve' game, people will be like , 'kill' that girl. It will be fun to see it end badly.
I already know it will happen one day. My boldness is a threat to many.

I just have to say that the devil doesn't care about you. It will be like cool and all. Remember, God is devil too.

One day you'll realised all that attention you get. It is a selfish attention of humans. It is not real love that you are experiencing.

God made love in me because he loved me. He loved me so much and he loves you too.
He loves everyone to put you on Earth.
He knows you want your fun. Therefore, the devil in the picture

I love God because he helped me. I was a lost soul. I didn't have anything. No food, no anything.

People think that love is dead.
I used to think that too with my struggles of life.

I know that God is around. God is not a person or a soul. I don't know why there is existence but I just know that God is there.

You know the whole idea of existence, we are all curious. But does it have to matter?

I question many things. Like how did God even exist and why even bother to build a kingdom. It can make you go nuts if you think too much so people just go for the easy way, play.

But I don't wanna question God because I'm just a creature of his. He has his worries of finding his existence.

I'm glad that God is there for me. I wouldn't want to be God because it is scary to be God. Imagine how God feels. He is God yet he doesn't know his existence as he created everything in the world.

I'm just happy that I am a creature of a universe. I wouldn't want to be anything more than that.

Sorry for ranting.

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Warning sign

For those mischievous girls and boys, I wish you all the best to finding God.
He will sure forgive you.  Once u see that humans talk not because they care about you. The devil deceives you into thinking that hell is fun. It can be fun but it is like stealing a diamond from a store. You may have the diamond but you aren't getting it in the right way.
People are wondering...who cares...As long as I get my fun or get my diamond, nobody has to know how I got it because they wouldn't know.

Okay, You are right but the devil is stealing your soul because You have been deceived by the material thing and ended up becoming a product of the devil.

The devil works for God so God uses the devil too. The devil does whatever leftover things that has been planned. Its like a vulture, eating the scraps of a dead body. OMG.

Now I understand what the bible meant when it says that 5 loafs equals to feeding several thousands of people. It meant that the bible knows that a lot of people in the world are following the devil's hands because the devil knows what entices people, skeletons and disturbing things.

Those disturbance caused by the devil will always seem cool to people because its like handling DANGER.

I used to think I had to handle all that danger in the fear of getting misunderstood. But I realised that I already did my part already. The rest is up to people to decipher themselves who they want to follow.

The Devil or God. Following God is the short cut ironically to finding peace. The devil will teach you a lesson. Your soul will either get sold by him or you will one day find the light. I pray that those who do bad will see that what they did was not as bad as people who mock at them. I hope they find the strength to fight the battle, especially people who get caught for being innocent.

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Research on my DNA, maybe you will find answers

You know Scientists have been researching a lot and putting a lot of hardwork into Science.


I believe that the universe started due to this atom, me. An atom that was afraid of darkness and afraid of creatures and God and anything that is a living thing.

I happen to be the lucky planet that was formed with the right temperature for creation. God was with me throughout the creative process of forming my character.

I met a soul, Jesse Mccartney. He was in fires of hell because he could't survive in his planet as he was lacking certain elements to build a planet that could be livable.

Love was felt. If not for love, the Earth might not have existed. God loves us. You  know I firmly believe that the universe has a circular look towards a particular direction thats because everyone is queueing up for their turn to exist on Earth.

Everyone wants to be in paradise and Earth is one step closer to Paradise. The test of God is whether we can handle God. God had given everything we wanted but like Charlie and the Chocolate factory, once too greedy or a bad nut, you will end up causing your downfall and Earth is just a place to settle and die in. If you passed the goodness of God's obstacles for us, You end up in a happy place that God has planned for us to be at.

If Scientists want to experiment on what I just said, perhaps you should go research on my DNA, I am definitely not making up stories when it comes to my dream story.

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Real world is not what our country is

You know Singapore is in a bubble bubble. The real world wasn't meant to be like a bubble. Murders and killings perhaps are part of human species. Women try to conform with makeup and looking cool so that they can escape away from all that and empower themselves with power.

Gossips and negative talks are like snatching away or stealing from people's soul. No matter what you do, people will still talk because thats the easiest way to put people down and to hide the TRUTH.

We are super fortunate for the government and police force but I truly feel that the real world is being disguised.

Its easy to pinpoint and hide the truth of yourself. Time in fact is ticking and people are talking because they want to hide the truth as long as they can. It is a survival instinct. Sorry, The scripture will still happen if it was meant to happen. Even if the witness or the person who knows the truth dies, You will still get eaten up because the person who knows the truth is the least mercenary one.

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Secretwood fiction that only a few will understand.

You know as much as I would like to say that we are all equal. Perhaps, in the predator's world like animals, humans do also have a 'hierachy.'

I was thinking to myself, I wished everyone would be comfortable in the world, happy and all. Than I thought of animals. Animals have a food chain.

Perhaps we humans also do have a food chain, which is scary. It seemed like violence is inevitable.

I was thinking to myself in my gameboy world before I became a human, I remembered seeing witches, fire, water and some real dimensional people. It kinda like defines the universe. In the universe, there is all kinds of matter such as fiery planets and water planets. So we are kinda like pokemons. We all exist in the same skin but we all belong to different matters.

I remembered all my 'friends' at least most of it. I saw people like Diego Luna who rushed to Cuba to enjoy the party. He was attracted to silouette of my legs and thus, he decided to come down to Earth hehe. Other people include Victoria and David Beckham, Michael Buble who didn't want to go lower than he is. Most people are afraid to go down the stairway because it is like a stairway to hell. You are lowering your atmostphere when you walk down. I remembered seeing Kanye in fires and Kim by his side. I still think they were meant to be together. They were in the sea, a stormy sea.

I saw Prince Harry and William. I was in my dream communicating to them about the fires of the house. I saw Yohji Yamamoto. He showed me around abit outside the building. I saw Anna wintour, Adam Levine was in a boat with a hottie like in one of his music videos. It was the same just that it was in gameboy form. I met Chris Martin in America if I'm not wrong. He asked me questions in 'something just like this'. I met Mariah Carey in a luxurious house but she was worried one day someone will attack her in her house.

I met Mary Kate and Ashley, Heath Ledger was there but I didn't talk to him. I had an illusion of me being inside Paris Hilton. I had a vision that I was her little puppet, like an tinkerbell of hers, doing all the work to make her world a beautiful world, like her angel.

Also, Donald Trump was like a warm fatherly figure in a house full of gold and ornaments. To give more details, I was in the golden cradle, a baby and you know how babies are really sensitive to the environment around him or her. I dream that Malaysia was the last place that transported me to Singapore.

Aaron Carter was there and he loved an ij girl called Dawn Koh I believed so. There were people from Singapore in my dream too like Samantha see (The one from IJ, rich girl if I'm not wrong). There was Nicole Teo who was 2nd in position of God. She was fire. I was third, Earth. I was a neither cold nor hot ground. Emili Tay reminded me of her wanting a piece of Milan. Sandy and Gabrielle and even Weiliang from poly

Even some of my students are in the map but I won't name them. Karl Lagerfeld was in charged of the top hemisphere of Earth and Valentino the Asia part. Jay Chou from Taiwan also was one of them in my dreams. Sam Smith, Adele, Danny O'Donoghue..liked me before I was on Earth. Hee. There was Justin Bieber who was in the map, Ed Sheeran  but I didn't talk to them.

There were some priests from my church who was also in the map like Father Adrian(He was groomed by God), Luke (He's a warrior). People from church like Paul was inside too and Juliana, Clement and Lynette and Daniel and Joel. I believed Paul was a predator who had to hunt for certain girls but I was created above him.

There were people like Justin from sp, Kenneth, Ziying who saw me when I first appeared on the map. Pearlyn was inside too. The whole group of Ziying was in the map.

Claudia and Daryl dad and mum and themselves and Cheryl were also in the map. They were from my Turkey tour group

Jesse McCartney was inside too. I saved him from his fiery planet. He was my first love. I believed that Putin knows a lot of Earthly matters and he is an appropriate person to see people's good and bad. Lee Kwan Yew was also in the map, Lee Hsien Long too and some of my student's parents were in the map too but I shan't name them.

There were people like Kenny Lee too, Beyonce and Jayzee I met too, P diddy, He had lots of money I remembered in the map. I spoke to him. Osho, KC and Jojo liked me hehe.

In UK like Karlie Kloss was already chosen to be famous I believed. Naomi Campbell and Kate moss. Kate moss reminded me of her and staircase. Enrique Iglesius and his house he was in. He came out to speak to me. In the gameboy he had a mole, which kind of make me think its him.

I met Eric clapton too, Natasha Bedingfeld through my days of transportation. George clooney had a dog or sth I think. He was a nice person.

I remembered the cast of OC was in the map. Audrina, a big predator I felt haha. Kim Kardashian's fame was to protect her from predators. So I think it shook her when the attack came.

Kylie Minoque, Nicole Scherzinger. They helped me. I think there are more in the map but I can't remember every single moment.

Oh American Idol was inside too, the three judges. One Republic reminded me of fire and hell and Incubus

Lim Bizkit, The female singer of air planes can't remember her name.
Jason Wade. He wanted to be bad but I think he regretted, the whole of Life house band was inside, Holly Graberak too. Black eye peas, Fergie and gang. They were my friends. David Cook was inside too. Britney Spears too, Jessica Alba was the meaner one.

John Mayer, Katy Perry. I spoke to John mayer in gameboy form but he didn't really like me. Selena was one step away from me. The Weeknd and even U2 and Pink in 'just like fire'. I met her in a carnival. Avril Lavigne too she was the mischievious one but a friend of mine.

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