A Musician's life

 I've been thinking about a Musician's life and what it means to be a musician. 

It is defined to me as the ability to give hope to an audience and to create a moment of connection with a feeling/memory or a thought. 

Most musicians use their talents to perform and impact a crowd. Therefore, a musician's life is like a hero giving people a sense of life at that moment. 

The thing about being a Musician is that not everyone knows your worth and not everyone knows how to convert that music into $$. 

For the past 4 years, I've been building this empire of my own and deep inside me, I wish that some $$ could be churned through it. 

I guess it's a human survival instinct to want something back from sharing something to the world. 

It really got me thinking about my own personality

I like to impart knowledge to people and I've beginning to see the fruits of my labour in my surroundings. I give and in return put that $ into my music, hoping that one day, I can share my Music and that someone will understand my Music.

This got me thinking that a lot too. I like to be understood and Music is my way to let people understand my world. 

I realised that that is the only form of language that made Emilie. I'm not good at conversing and don't have much to offer compared to the smart intelligent people of the human race. 

Perhaps, my mission in life is for people to feel understood and to be able to feel something in this monotonous life of ours where some have already slept in life.