Tuesday, June 29, 2021

 I was watching a Youtube video about this guy who moved to Bali, his dream home ended up feeling depressed though it was his dream to be there for years. 

This kinda made me reflect about my life. I always thought of beaches, laid back life like the dream life that I sought as my environment. I still wanted to be able to work and do the things that I love doing but his video kinda got me thinking that perhaps the 'dream life' is not that fantastic after all. 

In the past, I visited many nice houses from students of mine. I used to find their home so glamorous but the more I visit their house, I learn the feeling of existing in their houses and realise that reality of a dream house might not be what we envisioned like in dreams.

You see the nice exteriors and all but when you live in it, the exteriors suddenly hit that there are bills to pay, conflicts might still exist in their families and life goes on. We still need to earn money and survive in this earthly world. 

Thus, people are always in a chase for dollars.

This can be unhealthy. The material world ends up owning the lives of many and with Covid happening, more people are more concerned if they can continue the same lifestyle that they are living (for those hit by the restrictions)

The only way I feel to be out of this rat race of chasing for money is to look to God. He provides...

Sunday, June 20, 2021

 I thank God for showing me a new vision I had.

I think that the future is still bright, despite what's happening right now.

God is flushing out sins and exposing the evil so that the new can make way.

I thank God for this vision. I saw hope in this earth and more of his plans unveiling the coming years.

I pray for the righteous and that they will gain new positions so that life will be a better one for everyone.

I see history of mankind in a good light right now. Answers are in history and I thank God for revealing that to me


Tuesday, June 15, 2021

 

Saturday, June 12, 2021

My days in a global preschool were one of my best moments when I felt like the people were different and had a uniqueness in it. They were a community of God I felt. 

I used to love playing music in the mornings of work. I enjoyed it so much and saw so much love in the cute kids in school, as if they were my own.

I was pretty introvert but that job really made me more confident and I loved most of the people there, especially the kids.

I missed the community working there. Although I was not very outspoken, I connected with the parents and kids there in my own mind.

I think the love and warmth I had all came from God. I didn't know how I had that but God planted that in me. 

I also had fun teaching the cute kids in my past music school, Staccato.

I had really cute kids I connected with like Kylie, Laurel Tan, Asher. They were the cutest kids. 

I loved that the most during my full force days of teaching.



Listening to 'Maps', it brought back memories. I remember a friend I knew in the past. It was a mutual friend of a church friend. He had a girlfriend at that time so I didn't wanna barge in. 

I was drawn by him through his taste of music and I felt like God made me like him. I do not know what about him but I was drawn perhaps due to God. 

I saw wonders in certain beings in the past and all was done by the works of God. I myself didn't know how certain situations made way to my life. 

I now know that most of my feelings are made through the plannings of God. 


Friday, June 11, 2021

Monday, June 7, 2021


Thank you to the fans for listening to my music! :) Merci!




Sunday, June 6, 2021

My most popular song by far

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