As for the future, only God knows what will happen next.
Overall in my life, I count only 3 to be my boyfriend. Though they were all pretty short in terms of lifespan.
I think coz I didn't know who I was during those days yet. I'm a late bloomer.
My first real boyfriend was this guy called Aaron. He's a decent church guy who wants to settle down. At that time, I didn't know what I wanted in life. I was still like searching for myself.
I didn't know what affection was and I was a confused girl.
My second boyfriend was a Caucasian guy from UK. I knew him from a wedding dinner as he was sitting next to me at the wedding table. He was a pleasant guy but we were both not good in financial terms and thus, don't have the capability to 'survive' together. Also, I had lots of insecurities during that period of time.
My third boyfriend was a Chinese 'ah beng' who I loved. He treated people well generally but had a rebel in him as he was protective of the people he truly care for. He used to be a racer too if I'm not wrong. I felt that he was the coolest amongst all but I was kinda like trying to find out myself at that time too, confused inside me.
As for the other acquaintances, it was all my insecurities spilling. I went through quite a lot of experiences in my encounters.
Actually throughout the journey of meeting these people, I felt like God has always been with me. These people in my life taught me a lesson and I thank God that he was there before me. I'm glad that God put me through tests to make me stronger as an individual..
0 comments:
Post a Comment