My song on this nike playlist! :)

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Stories of fairytale

 Do you know that Cinderella stories. My view of it is that there is no such thing as fairy god mother. The prince is not really a prince, only a prince in people's eyes. God is the real prince but he is not a human. 

As for Cinderella, I feel that she didn't know she was a real princess until God revealed to her. It is not so much  about her appearance and the size of her feet that matches the glass slipper. 

As for stories like Frozen, Else's story is more realistic in this world of ours. She has super powers and is always learning how to carefully use them. This describes our lives. We are responsible for our own powers and actions. 

As for Crazy Rich Asians, I feel that true rich asians aren't really 'rich' in God's eyes but rich in the human world. So it is realistic. However, the idea of The rich guy (can't remember his name) who loved that Asian girl. He is kinda like fooled I felt that the girl loves him for him. He just likes the idea of being down to earth. A girl who can take the power of wealth can't be that simple after all. 

So which is the best story you would love to choose amongst the 3. Cinderella, Frozen or Crazy rich asians? For me, I choose Frozen as this has an element of Faith. 

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Anastasia only had a few boyfriends

The past posts were all about the past...

As for the future, only God knows what will happen next. 

Overall in my life, I count only 3 to be my boyfriend. Though they were all pretty short in terms of lifespan. 

I think coz I didn't know who I was during those days yet. I'm a late bloomer.

My first real boyfriend was this guy called Aaron. He's a decent church guy who wants to settle down. At that time, I didn't know what I wanted in life. I was still like searching for myself. 

I didn't know what affection was and I was a confused girl. 

My second boyfriend was a Caucasian guy from UK. I knew him from a wedding dinner as he was sitting next to me at the wedding table. He was a pleasant guy but we were both not good in financial terms and thus, don't have the capability to 'survive' together. Also, I had lots of insecurities during that period of time. 

My third boyfriend was a Chinese 'ah beng' who I loved. He treated people well generally but had a rebel in him as he was protective of the people he truly care for. He used to be a racer too if I'm not wrong. I felt that he was the coolest amongst all but I was kinda like trying to find out myself at that time too, confused inside me. 

As for the other acquaintances, it was all my insecurities spilling. I went through quite a lot of experiences in my encounters. 

Actually throughout the journey of meeting these people, I felt like God has always been with me. These people in my life taught me a lesson and I thank God that he was there before me. I'm glad that God put me through tests to make me stronger as an individual.. 

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IRC Days

 Who remembered IRC?

I used to have weird names for my nickname haha. I used nicknames like PEAnutsZz , SeaW33d, TwixX and all sorts of cutie names haha

I remembered my friends, Denise who used her nickname as Slipperz. I used to stay at my grandma house during those days and my group of friends once visited me at my grandma's house. 

Effie Chan, I admired her a lot during sec school days. She's originally from Hong kong. Before Sec school days when Toa payoh Social Centre opened up, there was a bubble tea shop called, 'Quickly'. Who remembers?

I would go there with my good friends Clarissa. She was the popular kid in school and thus, I became slightly more visible in people's eyes too coz of her. She was a netballer. Everyone wanted to be like her. 

We would go there for bubble tea and she once brought me to her house at Braddell. I met her sister and I remembered those days when I stayed at my Hougang house. We would watch, 'The ring' Movie in my house and we would hide ourselves under the pillow as the Movie was super creepy.

We also went to Pasar Malam near my Hougang house. Clarissa had a second home at Hougang too and those were the fun days that we hung out together at night. 

I can't believe time flies so fast. Now I'm already 32. I thank God that I made it till 32. 

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Wang Lee Hom and stories in my younger days.

 I have to share the story of my mum who sat next to Wang Lee Hom in SIA business class a long time ago. How cool is that....

He was wearing sunglasses. My mum who was next to him didn't know he was a superstar. There was an uncle who kept looking at my mum's direction. My mum unknowingly thought that he was looking at her. Actually, he was eyeing at Wang Lee Hom.

Hahaha..How cool..My brother once also saw 5566 in the Business class, on the way back from Taiwan to Singapore.  Think they were sitting close to him. He didn't ask for their autograph though

I like two songs by Wang Lee Hom. 'Ai de jiu shi ni' and 'Wei yi.' I like his accent. 

I myself have not seen any real superstars sadly haha...

Think the only stars I saw were local stars. I was working once in Far east plaza as a sales assistant before my poly days. During the break time when we were entering Poly. 

I think it was Carrie Chong, the Radio dj who entered my shop. 

I was so excited. I remembered there was this blue hair guy who used to work at the hairdresser near my shop. He used to say hi to me ocassionally. At that time I also made friends with another girl near my shop. She was also selling apparels.. Those were great days. David, my church friend also visited me once with his friend Chris. And my crush, Brandon once met me there. He was also working as a sales assistant at Ashworth at Suntec city. I was so smitten by him that I went all the way to his shop at Suntec city to give him a chocolate that looked like a ladybird. Think his friends in the shop must be thinking I'm so crazy haha. 

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王力宏 Leehom Wang - 唯一

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王力宏 Leehom Wang - 愛的就是你

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Hymn for the weekend - cover

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Alan Walker x Conor Maynard - Believers (Acoustic Version)

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nothing much in my life right now

 Hi Everyone, currently I'm on work from home. Hope everyone is staying safe. 

I've been tiktoking. You can find me there too or you can also use my music on Tiktok if you liked. :)

I don't really have much to say as I haven't been out lately due to the covid situation. 

So not happening at all. 

just learning to appreciate my life more and not always ask God for this and that. Ultimately, as long as we have a roof on our head at this time of our lives with Covid, it is already a blessing 

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Stand by me Type Beat- Ben E. King | Here for you

This song will be released in 3 days time. Cheers

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Thank You for the VIP table.

With the pandemic worsening, I'm so relieved and thankful to God that he has made my brother's wedding come true. 

It was a very intimate wedding dinner, with up to 50people in the ballroom. I felt so honoured and privileged to be sitting in the 'VIP table' as it usually consists of close ones on that table. 

I felt in my earlier days of life, I have not always been put in the best light, especially during my poly and Teenage days. I was struggling to find out who I was and was not necessarily surrounded by the best of influence. I don't blame the people around me as I too was discovering myself. I was constantly influenced by the devil on the way I looked at things as well as the spiritual attacks that I'm vulnerable to. I believe that God's children are usually more targeted at in life as devils usually attack them the first.

It was my first time I felt like God spoke to me when my brother was showing his gratitude in his speech to his close ones when he was onstage. And that God was honouring me in a good light. I felt like my finance situation was ironically a good thing that happen because it made me focus on what was important in God's eyes. 

He didn't want me to get distracted by all the flamboyant material things in life. God was clearly present in yesterday's day. He knew me too well. 

The wedding was filled with a vibrancy of people that I felt happy to be surrounded in. 

I thank God for this experience.  

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Who loves : >

Who loves the smell of air after rain?

Who loves aircon when you just had a walk outside in the hot sunny weather?

Who loves the sights of lush greenery and sounds of crickets?

Who loves the sights of Christmas twinkling light in the night cold crisp air?

Who loves the feeling of wearing your best clothes in the cool weather?

Me meemememememe.... :)

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My bro's wedding is coming soon. Thank God.

Yummy Singapore Chicken Rice. It goes well with grated Ginger, black soya sauce and chilli. Everyone should come try this when you're in Sg for Holiday. :)

My bro's wedding is approaching and after like 10 years I think, mum told me to do my eye brows. I usually don't have the motivation to do my eyebrows as I don't like to be looked at. I like to live a life of invisibleness but sadly, we are humans and we are visible in people's eyes. 

And so my eyebrows are finally done. My clothes are ready to be worn soon and new shoes that adds a touch to my outfit, all done. 

I have not thought of how the stylist should do my hair. We'll see. I'm happy that my brother is finally getting married soon despite the Covid situation. 

He has been an understanding brother. He bought me me a laptop, which I so love. 

He has been a good brother, despite all my ups and downs. He has been there to see me through my obstacles in life. 

My family has gone through alot and I'm glad that my brother has found stability in his soon to be wife as well as a good job that supports him and his family in the future. 

I wish him blessings of a bright future and happiness, peace. I wish he is grateful for everything and that life will be a rewarding one for both him and soon to be wifey.

It will happen soon and I can't wait to be part of this ceremony. 

 

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Everything goes down

 Everything in life goes down.

Its not easy to be faithful to God

Tests are everywhere.  The strongest in faith survives, not the most popular girl or boy in town.

I'm not surprised that only a few remains in the field ploughing... and if there's a new world.

The devil wins earth but the godly ones will leave and be with him. 

I'm saddened that a human's purpose of living is slowly dissipating despite the idea of positivity and children on Earth that is suppose to give us meaning in life. 

I do believe that the last days are coming.....In terms of the spiritual world. 

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Quote of the day

 Every good tree produces good fruit; but the corrupt tree produces evil fruit.

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I love you

I heard on Youtube that it's not easy to get songs onto radio. I recently signed up an analytics tool and found out that some of my songs got onto international radio. I'm really grateful for the kind radio promoters who helped me get my songs onto radio. 

This can only happen coz of God. I thank him for helping me get songs into radio. Thanks to the kind souls too for choosing my songs. I love you. 

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My new Album, 'Singapore Beats 2021'.

I'm releasing a new album in Mid July. 

It consists of 3 beats and two slower songs. 

I'm also releasing a single in mid June. 

Stay tuned!! :)

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