Sleep, Eat and Pray

My world currently right now revolves around sleep, eat, work and Music.

One fun fact about me:

I love small surprises. I realised that even a 1 dollar surprise makes me happy. It doesn't have to be a 100 dollars or 200 dollars surprise. 

I was thinking that in this world right now, there's so many distractions in life such as social media etc..

Money can buy you material things that can give you the dream of this material world. 

If I'm cut from $, how do I find joy in the life that we have. I have to say that God gave me my existence and that I have to treasure. 

With Covid happening and so many people dying right now, for us to be living is a blessing itself.

Sometimes, we humans expect so much from life. I want to be able to appreciate the simplest things in life that money cannot buy.

I'm currently working a an album right now. It has not been released yet. It will be more of like beats rather than songs. 

I'm aiming towards more for radio/ advert 15secs use so it will not sound so melodious for listening.  

You know with Covid, you can either be worried at this period of your life or you can make the best out of it. Life is short itself so I wish that people will not worry too much. 

Just be cautious, wear your mask and stay safe. 

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New song on Youtube :) ' Finding my angel'

 

This song will released on various streaming platforms on 15 June. Hope you guys like this pieces. It wa inspired by the chord progression of Sean Paul, 'She doesn't mind'

Enjoy!

I always relate to 'cool' friends in the past. I think it could be because I relate to them music wise. 

Little did I know that I'm the odd one who thinks she relates to most people when in actual fact, she didn't know that others didn't think the same way hahaa...

Most people relate to their own kind. I don't have a kind. I'm just who Emilie is. 

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Oatmeal and my Grandparents

Weird how I had a craving for oatmeal today.

I bought banana, walnuts and milk all to make oatmeal for many breakfasts.

:)

I remembered those days when I lived with my grandparents in Toa payoh. 

They would have that for supper. Oatmeal with biscuit. I kinda miss the simple life and miss my grandma and grandpa.

My grandpa is still alive but he has kinda lost his memory.

My grandma is in heaven, watching us from afar. She was a very strong woman. I frequently talk about my day during secondary school days to them and they are always gladly listening to my stories, gossips included. haha.

I used to be pretty negative in secondary school days but still appreciate life and the short naps in one of the two rooms in the house.

It is a tiny flat but had great memories of Grandpa reading newspaper, watching Chinese news at 10pm I think and after that, they will get ready to sleep.

They also frequently listen to the radio news and watch Chinese drama shows. It was a nostalgic feeling and I will always appreciate the days with my grandparents.

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No more Drama queens please

When you are stubborn and just be a good follower in God,  people will definitely dislike you. People only want their ego to be boosted most of the time. If you don't adhere to their wishes, they can use what they know of you and just make themselves feel good by gossiping about you. 

And so, that's the reason why People who have a mind of their own get criticised and persecuted for no reason.

Last time, I thought that only ladies like to gossip. I now know that both men and women like to gossip. Those that seek attention especially and feel like they are losing out. 

Humans like to be in a world of popularity. I used to be like that when I was younger. I feel like I 'died' so many times so much so that now, I just live my life. At times, the devils distract you by making you feel small. The devils rob and destroy because they think that they are the best and no one can be better than them.

I'm just glad that I have a chance to be alive and wishes to be out of human's drama. 

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Dancing Princess

I finally understand why I spend money like money can be printed in the past. 

I spend relentlessly because in my mind, I feel like I'm a princess. (not in the human world but in God's eye) 

People might think that I'm strange in some ways but I'm just living a life that I dream to be. Those days in TWG, I felt like a princess. I also love dressing up occasionally, looking nice...To have my cinderella moment in God's eyes. 

 I don't mind not being liked by the world as the world itself is a world of many 

 I thank God for giving me that dream that one day, I can be his princess. 

People ask me, why do I not want to find someone. I always tell them that in God's standards, I have not met the right one. God is with me and that is most important. 

 I have a song called, 'Dancing princess' and this post do relate to that feeling I have in the song. Go check it out on Spotify in the link below

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What I feel about Fashion

 I have always been a fan of Fashion

Ever since the Covid happened, there is less emphasis on Fashion and Luxury. 

However, I feel that it will come back and emerge stronger than ever.

I'm thinking to myself, what would I love doing other than Music?

My next interest is actually Fashion and looking nice in comfortable luxurious clothes

Last time, I did a video on youtube talking about how I felt about Luxury and that one day brands might disappear.

I felt that Music and Fashion go hand in hand. The future could be a mix of collabs with Musicians. 

Musicians Image is important to their fans and I think Collabs with Musical Artist will be the next big thing. 

We'll see :)

Last time when I was working as a Piano teacher full time, I spent the bulk of my money on clothes.

Although I have given away many of my old clothes, what shopping taught me is priceless from my perspective.

It taught me about my own personal style.

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Me before Covid

 

This was me before Covid. 
I used to be outside most of my working life as I used to travel from house to house teaching Piano.

Now that Covid happen, I'm more indoors and I love that my workplace has aircon. I'm a snowman. Needs cold air :)

I liked to play with different looks so I have different looks at different times of my life. Now, I just wear my old clothes. hee.

I love Fashion and Music

If I had more free time, I would love to play with photography and play with different looks. 

I like high end luxury but don't buy them.

I think life should be more fashion. 

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Deserts

 I felt like now is not the time to be enjoying as my fruits of labour have not been seen yet.

In some ways, it's like going through the desert in life right now.

God wants me to understand that. The covid has shown that God can put deserts suddenly in places even where there's abundance. 

We can't always rely on what we see and temptations are always there with Advertisements. I think that I need to be healed by God in some aspect of my life. That what I should be looking for in life is not the material things and food. 

Satisfaction and Gratitude should come from inside. The riches will come when it is suppose to come. I should not let money dictate when it should come but focus on the journey and appreciate the things that comes in its way. 

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France Amore!

 I was looking at my analytics and I see that many people in France are reading my blog. Thank you France! I love you!

I went to France for holiday about 9 years ago and really love Paris. Its so romantic. I get happy just by walking down the streets of Paris.

Perhaps that is what Gratitude should be. Enjoying the journey in life and appreciating the simple things in life such as the weather, the architecture and life as a whole.

I love Europe. The idea of Paris to me is a perfect way of living as well as the cool weather.

I secretly think that I'm a snowman deep inside me. I like to eat ice cubes and I like aircon. 

I even composed a song called 'Snowman' years back because I relate to being a snowman.

I have took down that album because it was one of my first albums. 

Grant Cardone says that rich people look at their figures everyday. I look at my figures and realised that I can't apply that to my life. Looking at the figures on my side seems more discouraging than encouraging. 

I need to live like my days in school, in CHIJ. Everyday I have only like 2 to 6 dollars and I'm happy.

I don't even think about money and I was more wealthy in the past than the present. How ironic.

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No more adventure

 You know Sg looks so modern, advanced and nice in the exterior. I feel like my life is kinda like overrated in its exterior. Deep inside me, I feel like I don't deserve such a nice environment, as if I was not meant to enjoy the infrastructure of Sg. 

I don't think its gotta do with my self esteem but more of where my soul came from. I feel that I should be living a life of necessity and the rest should be used for my music and for people who truly needs the wealth. 

I think I have to promise myself to cut on spending money outside so much. I feel like my adventure on my off days are not well deserved. There are people who don't even have food on the table and here I am outside finding the meaning of life. I don't think its wrong to discover oneself but I think that perhaps my life was meant to be more focus and less distracted by the exteriors of the world.

I need to make a promise to God that one day when the wealth pours into my life that I have to spend it wisely and responsibly. No wasting of $ in restaurants, no entertainment and no going to MBS to feel wealthy all the time. 

I'm not sure why I like going to MBS. Maybe its an escapism of reality. I'm not sure. I have to make a promise to God that I only spend on my Music, eat simply and focus on my own personal growth.

I wish to grow inside. I have to focus on:

gratitude

No staycations for me 

Once my money start to build up, I have to make sure that that goes to my future.

1. To save for a roof on my head.

 

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A Sinner

I'm learning how to appreciate everything around me. 

Like a baby, I lose in $ to gain a new perspective. 

I'm yearning for an appreciation of life. 

Last time, I loved the idea of being in atas restaurants because I like the feeling of Wealth. Now that I know what it feels like to be wealthy in the environment, I'm taking money as an opportunity to re-look my life. 

I thank God for giving me many chances in life to redeem myself though I'm still a sinner.

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What I'm doing right now

My blog has been blowing up.  I thank all the viewers here for reading my life as well as my aspirations and weird dreams hee.

I'm a 32 year old Singaporean Chinese who actually just wishes to live a life that God wants her to live.

Most people say that they wish to make a change in the world. Me? I wish that more people get to know that people do not need to live in fears and conform to societies.

I believe that the future will be a digital one. As today is Good Friday, I pray that more people will be able to see the light. There's a lot of things going on in the world but we should as humans have more faith and to still be grateful of life. 

What do I do right now? I'm currently working in a Music school in Town doing Administrative work. I also teach Piano during my off days, close friends.  At the same time, I'm trying to get the word out there of my song compositions. 

I have been composing many songs for the past 3-4 years and this year, I wish to spread the word of my Music.

Most of my songs are short songs, 2 mins or less. I wish to bring out a certain feel in every short piece. My current most streamed song is 'Beautiful day'. This song has a calm feel so if you are having a stressful day, this is the song to listen to. 

I will continue to write here so that my listeners can continue to know me and journey with me in my life as well as my thoughts.

As for fans of my music, give the glory to God. I don't like the idea of being idolised. I wish that more people give honour to God for what they do and not for themselves.

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