The scary horror movies are pretty real

I felt like we are suppose to live in more than 1 world, many worlds we should be in and I truly feel that the weather on Earth is not built for fantasy.

What I mean is that this earth is a world of need, not a world of wants. When I was a kid, I all along knew that this world is a creepy, scary and man made world that I knew was hard to beat.

What I saw is truly still the same as what we are experiencing right now, just that I grew in my wisdom coz of God

I truly believe that in the eyes of the man made world, I am disliked and not popular.

But it does not matter to me as I don't yearn for fame and I can't say that I don't yearn for fortune but what I really want is God's fortune not the fortune provided by men.

With the virus happening right now, I truly wonder if my music career will come to a halt. Even my compositions might not make me much money as Music is well known for all things bad.

I knew that the path in music would be a tricky one and I pray to God that he will still provide me so that I can live till he wants me to disappear from Earth for the Good of my being.