Sunday, December 20, 2020

You know, people travel to find new perspectives in life

I realised that what I want in life is for my eyes to open, to be able to see in the eyes of God

What I was looking for all the while was the love of God. 

All the riches of the world is from God. 

Without him, we don't have any food, stories and Instagram to feature. 

Tuesday, December 15, 2020

 I think that the life of the future will be like how wealthy people are living right now. 

Instead, it will be released to ordinary people like me. With apps that suit all kinds of people's needs, the future will be like those in the computer world such as the Sims. 

I think the future will be an exciting one to those who are able to make changes in their lives right now. 

Happiness will be what people will have more in the future when things are more accessible and when God is in your heart. 

I'm aiming for a life of new stories, new perspectives and art. 

Life is an art. 


Wednesday, December 2, 2020

 I had a dream that there were many humans, like a community gathering underground. There were all sorts of humans, some with lightning power, some with magic and they were all super colorful. I didn't have a good feeling as it was a place of darkness.

What I had in mind when I saw that was the word, 'Culture', as if culture was meant to be evil.

It was scary as what I thought were superheroes underground ended up to be a world of competition and 'colorfulness' 


People were building their powers for their own glory underground and all I wanted was to be out of that realm and in the real reality, out of that underground world. 


I wanted the world of fresh air. I found the dream quite metaphoric. 



Check out my new song, 'Love in 2020' by clickin the link below

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7m2VgYxvqj4&t=4s

Wednesday, October 14, 2020

 I had a dream that I turned on the television and all I saw were weird signs that humans are worshipping. 

It was some unknown religion that people all over the world were worshipping. 

I felt a sense of alienation coming into the world, as if people are worshipping ungodly religions. 

It was scary as I felt a sense of demonic spirit plaguing the world. 

I think that the future will be literally an alien world. 

I'm not sure what children will be like in the future but  I think that even children will lose their innocence if the world continues this way in the future. 

People who are of this world might think that their ungodly actions will not affect them. But they will realise that their children too will be affected.


I pray for this world.. 

Friday, September 4, 2020

Tuesday, July 21, 2020

Wednesday, July 15, 2020





My new album is out! Its called, 'Your royal highness'. You can search on Spotify to see the full album~ Cheers!

Monday, July 13, 2020

Last night, I dreamt I was in hell. It wasn't a pleasant feeling and I felt so trapped in the dream.
I dreamt that there were many levels in this building called hell.
The first few floors were more of simple hell, which means bad but not the super bad hell. The higher you go, the more powerful you are but the worst sins are higher up in the level. I did not visit the higher levels.
I dreamt that I was in one of those floors where there was a restaurant table. I was sitting on one of those chairs like eating in a restaurant. As I was eating, something was scratching my back, some sort of like tattoo kinda feeling, a pain that was marked behind me.

I felt like that resembles the reality of life. We sometimes want to look good, eating in high end restaurants, portraying the high life. That I thought was okay before my dream but that dream kinda told me the deeper meaning behind the idea of 'image'. It kinds entraps you into thinking that you are enjoying yourself when actually there is a devil scratching your back with ego.

It was a scary dream. It felt like God was not there and the only thing that keeps people in hell going was that they have to give something up to reach the highest levels and the highest levels were not pleasant. It involves blood and tears. I was glad I did not see what was happening on the higher levels.

I'm glad that Earth is like a place of both. God gives you the choice to which way you want to go. Heaven or hell. Hell was scary in my dream and it freaked me out.

I wanted to share this here because I feel it is like a testimony of my own that I hope people can read and know that not everything on Earth that seems cool IS really cool. There were many people that were in that building of 'Hell' and I think that idea of it is scary.



Thursday, July 2, 2020

It has been awhile since I had fun.. 
The devils rob us of our freedom to have fun. 
In our society, it is not just about humans but there is also alot going on in the spiritual world I believe. 
The world as we know is in quite a mess. 
My world used to be much simpler I remembered only to find that the world is really a complicated mess in thoughts and agendas.
Shame has been brought to the ones who are vulnerable. 
And they bring in to them so that they can continue to have their fun in life and be selfish about their own needs 
I don't think God is really happy with the people of this world. 
It is nothing cool about being selfish
I have always wanted to find genuine friends in this world but somehow, I'm left with much disappointment in the friends I made. 
A boyfriend would be tougher as this world of men is of this world, not of God. 

I really pray for the innocent children and hope they don't get misled by this bunch of generation that I feel has nothing to be proud of. 


Sunday, June 28, 2020

Friday, June 12, 2020

Tuesday, June 9, 2020

I was reflecting what Success is to me
I figured it is a getaway life.
What I mean right now is not holidays and vacations but a getaway life to me is a life that reminds me of a vacation.

I'm going to keep working on my songs till I make it one day. Music is not an easy business to be in because Music itself is so abstract
I'm going to give myself 6 months to work on my personal branding...
The vision I'm going for might not look like so 'me'. It might look more extravagant (perhaps only) but that is what I'm aiming my future life to be. It does not involve Maseratis or big houses

My version of my future life would be mobility, down-to earthliness and a feeling of 'Getaway'

What is success to me..
It is the mobility to do whatever I want and not be limited by my movements.
It is also to have the financial confidence. I know right now is not a good time to talk about earning big bucks but I believe that Covid too shall pass and things will be different in the future but it will be a better future for all.

6 months I have..to work on my branding...and next year, it will be back to hard work towards my dreams...

After 31 years of living, I still feel like I have not lived my true life. I think my true life will be lived in heaven. It won't be on earth. My life on earth is a gift to God on how he wants me to live..



Sunday, June 7, 2020

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Tuesday, May 19, 2020

Don't forget to check out my latest album, 'A new world'.

I'm releasing a Single real soon too, called 'Dancing princess'. Men can also listen to this okay? ahha

It sounds like a classical piece and my parents really liked the song. So be sure to stay tune. It will be released on 1st June.


Thanks!

Saturday, May 16, 2020



I'm offering my services on peopleperhour.com! Click on the pic to see! :)

Thursday, May 14, 2020

Wednesday, May 13, 2020

My dreams after Circuit breaker
1. To create my content for my youtube channel

2. Continue with Zoom for my teaching (If things doesn't go back to normal)

3. I pray that God will give me more stories in my life so that I can share with others

4. I pray for new good friends

5. I had a dream that my old house was on fire. I think it means a transformation in my life path. Thus, I pray for transformation

6. I pray that I can continue to be a freelancer.

7. I pray for more avenues of income. Music as one avenue and content creating as a new avenue.

8. I pray for peace and freedom.

Monday, May 11, 2020

Thursday, May 7, 2020

Tuesday, May 5, 2020

Monday, April 20, 2020

Click here to listen to my new composition, 'Joy'

Sunday, April 19, 2020

Click here to listen to my remix!

Saturday, April 18, 2020

Click here to listen to it! :)
Thanks!

Friday, April 17, 2020

Click here to hear my acoustic version of 'Just a dream' Remix.

It was remixed by me but the vocals were taken from a website called, voclr.it

Enjoy!

Wednesday, April 15, 2020

'A New World', my new album will be out pretty soon! Stay Tune!

There will be 14 tracks! Some of them are my older tracks.

Join the Emi-Nation!

Monday, April 13, 2020

You know, whatever that is happening right now...
I think God is trying to put some order in this world by creating chaos.
There are many controversies on whats going on right now but I think that all is planned by God.
The bad will control the bad and the good will also be saved because he or she has been good.

I don't put myself in any camps as God is the only one who knows if i repent my sins as I'm a sinner after all.

After this whole pandemic, there is bound to be a shift in how people have fun and how people socialise. I don't really say I enjoy the current way of socialising as this current way allows people to be 'dehumanised', 'bullied' , 'unaccepted' by others so the ones that are the baddest or popular or prominent usually get the best treatment in society.

Although I miss the freedom of going outdoors, I do not miss some of the realities of life too.

In some ways, I'm quite an introvert and I like that the pandemic has given us more time to think about our ways - self reflection.

You know, I've always have thoughts , how I wish God could give me rest. I guess God gave the whole world rest for them to self reflect to see if what we have been is acceptable or not acceptable.

The future  Earth will be governed by Man I truly felt but it is okay. God will have other plans of other planets for people to go to, not just Earth in the future.

I don't know what God will do to me, when the time comes when theres revelation. But I think the Godly ones will be able to deal with this era and still live as God is good and he will make a way for people who have faith in him.

For those who want more Earthly wants, it will be a world dominated by them. Am good with what is to come as long as God is there for me.


Please click here to listen to my new song, 'Sad town' Inspired by Kygo.

Saturday, April 11, 2020

Click here to listen to my new track..
Pics are taken mostly in Paris
I miss Paris!

Friday, April 10, 2020

Click here to listen to my newest song!
Its called Mystical, sounds abit Indian/Turkish feel.

Wednesday, April 8, 2020

click here to listen to my rendition of 'Memories' Medley

Tuesday, April 7, 2020

Click here for a listen to my new song, 'Energetic'

Enjoy! :)

Monday, April 6, 2020

I felt like we are suppose to live in more than 1 world, many worlds we should be in and I truly feel that the weather on Earth is not built for fantasy.

What I mean is that this earth is a world of need, not a world of wants. When I was a kid, I all along knew that this world is a creepy, scary and man made world that I knew was hard to beat.

What I saw is truly still the same as what we are experiencing right now, just that I grew in my wisdom coz of God

I truly believe that in the eyes of the man made world, I am disliked and not popular.

But it does not matter to me as I don't yearn for fame and I can't say that I don't yearn for fortune but what I really want is God's fortune not the fortune provided by men.

With the virus happening right now, I truly wonder if my music career will come to a halt. Even my compositions might not make me much money as Music is well known for all things bad.

I knew that the path in music would be a tricky one and I pray to God that he will still provide me so that I can live till he wants me to disappear from Earth for the Good of my being.


Friday, April 3, 2020

Can click here to listen to my new song, 'Getaway' :)

Thursday, April 2, 2020

I'm selling my clothes away! Click here to see my products and this is the link to  purchase my clothes!

https://uniquelyyou.myshopmatic.com/


Monday, March 30, 2020

Please click here to listen to my new song, 'I still think about you'

Sunday, March 29, 2020

My newest song, 'You have me'. Click here to listen to my song!

Saturday, March 28, 2020

Wednesday, March 25, 2020

My newest song called 'Young' Its a slow but pleasant song! Click here to listen to my song! :D

Tuesday, March 24, 2020

My new song, called 'Uplifting music' . Click here to listen to it! :)

Sunday, March 22, 2020

A new song by me, called 'Good memories'. Click here to watch the video! :)

Saturday, March 21, 2020

I realised that I don't need much in life, just peace..
And that, God can give.
Thank You God for watching me despite my human ways and sensitiveness to human errors.
I can't tolerate certain behaviours and That I'm super sensitive too. You can choose to hate me but God gave me the strength
He still is giving me that and I look forward to a life of more peace

Thank you God for looking after me despite the amount of drama in this life on Earth.


Friday, March 20, 2020

My newest song inspired by Charlie Puth. Click here to listen! :)

Thursday, March 19, 2020

My new composition called, 'Intense' click here to listen to my beat! :)
My new composition called, 'Intense' click here to listen to my beat! :)

Wednesday, March 18, 2020

This is another song composition of mine, inspired by 'The greatest showman' movie.



Click here to give my music a listen

Tuesday, March 17, 2020

I have a new song called 'Missing moments'

Check it out here! 

Sunday, February 23, 2020


@user2440791687002 ♬ Missing Someone - Emilie Chin

Someone used my song on Tiktok! How cool is that!! 

Wednesday, February 12, 2020

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Friday, January 31, 2020

With the world economy looking gloomy,
I think my music job will also be affected. Reason being, how are you suppose to enjoy music when the world is so dull right now..
The only way is for technology to keep up so that we can be reliant on the internet for survival.
What do you think?
I forsee the whole economy on standstill and many transformations happening this year. Just a prediction of mine.

Thursday, January 30, 2020

Protect your life like how you protect your house
Never let anyone take advantage of you
I was too easy-going on my friendships that I let people in without thinking much of it. 
Letting go of people who do not deserve to enter my life
God spoke to me to do this
Thank you God for speaking to me.
I thought of myself as someone who needed friends so that I feel ordinary and then I realised, its nothing wrong to be alone.
Self-care I'm doing..
We all deserve to have peace and am moving forward finally..
Never feel guilty for it

Wednesday, January 29, 2020

Tuesday, January 28, 2020

Music is about bringing people together but in most cases, its for $$ and for certain people to get rich.
However, the reason behind music ultimately is a cry and message for help or a message to a certain love one.
Once the reasons for making music are gone, there's no reason to compose and create.
I believe that the world is making composing and musicianship more accessible to the public in the future is because people are running out of intentions to create and make music.
thus, making it more easily available for the public to discover what we call as 'talent'

In short, its not talent we are finding but love and real genuine intentions behind music.
Thank you God..You made the world rich and then scarce with resources because you know who are the ones that are your sheeps and your children who do you good.

Without Music, the world is just like a whole system of consumers or suckers for 'food' 'love' and 'comfort'

Music to me is like food. Without music, the world will be a world of movement without oxygen, a world of no romance and a world of chaos.

My mission now in life is to be able to bring that bond to people of people, through music and also to form communities that not necessarily need to love me, but just to bring people with similarities together

My mission is to be able to shine some light to the world of 'looking at my hp' and the world of 'I want this' 'I want that'.

My mission is to be able to share a shared feeling among people so that people will feel comforted with God's food 'Love and music'

God is there for me and for people out there who are lost. He uses me despite my imperfections and flaws to show people I don't know what but I know he is doing something everyday through me as an instrument be it good or bad for you.




God

God is the only one that knows our thoughts and actions.
I'm good to walk the lonely road of his pathway
I thank God for shaping me.
People might not understand you and your actions but God knows my reasons
Stay focus
I finally got the why in my life and God told me that..
If you can't find your why in life, You will be distracted with fame and fake popularity
Thank you for shaping me..
Thank you for consoling me and most importantly, thank you for being my father.
My why in life is to be understood but God already understands me. Perhaps he wants me to be the dollar in life so that people are aware of his creations, his creatures..
People say don't chase money because the money is within us already. If you chase money, you have devalued yourself to a paper, a material thing
I pray that God will guide me in my faith. I know I don't appear holy and all but God knows his children and if you repent on your sins and start afresh, he is there to hug and caress us again.


Monday, January 27, 2020

Thursday, January 23, 2020

Wednesday, January 22, 2020

Talking about how God is so kind to give us a life. Those fashionistas living their life.. I really wish they don't take it for granted as God is very kind to them.
You know high end brands distinguish who is rich wealthy and who is a commoner.
It is really great to own those material things
those luxurious things remind me of elegance and beauty and the DNA of life.

Luxury is not just a material thing. It is a DNA of what life is. My perspective would be like how a Barbie doll live. To commoners, we are just fantasizing barbie dolls and things in toy form. The rich are able to live the Barbie life and turn what was seen as toys before into reality.

Sometimes Singapore to me is so surreal because the high end side of Singapore to me is like a Barbie world. I am in that world but more of like a tinkerbell rather than Barbie doll. I can hang around in an invisible way not in a material barbie doll way.

which I am truly thankful still for that
I drank coffee that My mind was like a washing machine today. Its spinning so so fast.
I realised that God is so kind. He gives us rest when we need it. Thank you God for giving me rest from this Coffee outburst.

Thank you for giving me a life even though I don't deserve it (no one does)
life is a gift from God.

Bye!

Monday, January 20, 2020

I'm asking myself... I want to be able to compose songs, grow my Youtube channel but I don't want fame and attention on me. Seems like I'm contradicting myself.

So this is a post on self reflection. I think what I will do is to be very amazing at my craft so that people will only know me for my music.

I have always been the invisible girl in Secondary school and I'm okay with that. I pray that God will guide me in my journey in life. He paved the way for me so far and I'm going to trust his path for me.


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