Maroon 5 type beat- Girls like you "Be like you"

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Billie Eilish Type Beat- Bad Guy "James Bond"

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The younger generation is winning the old lao jiao...

You know when people try to put you down, they don't realise that the young generations are the biggest competition. They have newer ideas, newer brains and are cooler than the lao jiaos like us.

There are so many good eggs out there and when people try to put good old eggs down, they don't know that they only have themselves to lose out to the newer younger brighter generations.

I was in the Mrt today and was observing some of the teenagers and early twenties girls walking pass me. They had style and swagger.

I realised why most people at my age already have boyfriends and are settled while I am not settled.

When I am fearful or stressed, I am a smelly monster like the wishGranter who wants to just hide away from everyone.


When I am my real ideal self, I am like a tinkerbell that wants to help others, so much so that I don't think getting a boyfriend will really help me because I want to help people all around me and if my boyfriend doesn't understand me, he will think that I'm flirting around which is not the case at all.

So what are you when you are your worst self and your best self?

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My thoughts for today after a long time not posting

I haven't been writing for a long time.

I just had an epiphany.. You know the rich people are the ones that house people. What I mean is that if you have money, you are able to house people. This could mean eg:  A Cafe. When You're rich, you can purchase it so people flock to your cafe to spend time there.

I just thinking. If we were to spend time in a 'lifestyle' of the rich, we have exchanged money for a dream and that itself is not wrong on rich men.

Last time I used to have good AND bad perceptions of money. As I grow older, I realised that money is ultimately for the good of mankind.

God uses the bad for the good and the good for the bad. So everything is intertwined.

I've been thinking what I want life to be like in the future. Most people's dream would be to start a family, settle, buy a nice house ..

For me, I too sometimes have a lazy mindset of just making music and letting money come in and just take naps all the time.

God didn't sleep and take naps while we are asleep. He is working 247 for us. I feel privileged to be able to have sleeps and to enjoy this realm of life.

I then question myself what then is the ideal life for myself? I'm still figuring it out but all I know is that I love to impact the world in some way or another, not for my own self glory but just to give abundance to mankind.

I feel that the world is lacking abundance. My dream is to be able to do something that impacts the world. Am still not sure how this would happen in my life but God is real and he uses people to show light to more people.

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Mark Ronson, Camila Cabello Type beat- Find U Again

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