We aren't living. Only plants and nature are living.

After having gone through 28 years of life,

I've discovered that people want to be evil because they want to beat everyone in this world. They too are clever enough to see the messed up world and the evil characteristics of this world.

In evil, there is also a hierachy, I felt.

So doesn't mean you're evil means you are at a upper hand. There are worst off evil people out there that beat you. you are just an ant to those higher up in the evil hierachy.

In fact, they don't care nuts about you. The perfect picture is also painted by evil ones.

To be frank, there is no perfect picture in this life. Everything is governed by the evil one so even the good in life is controlled by evil.

Life is a bed of roses only when you know the evils of the world, sad to say.

Ironically, simplicity is when You have gone through enough evil to see that it is pointless to be evil.

What is life then when everywhere is surrounded by evil. You know, there is so much evil out there that we are actually still very backward in this world. All that forwardness is just an impression we have in life. It is not lived yet. That means we have not lived yet.