I mean it

I have been spending a lot. Like a lot. Im going to cut down by a lot. I felt like I was not good enough (like I didn't do enough to express me), like something was missing. The money did not define who I was. Thus, I kept spending.

I finally understand about the story of a beggar who gave everything she had though it was only a few dollars vs someone who is rich giving his riches. The difference is that the beggar believed that God will provide. She gave everything away perhaps to learn something from it vs someone who gives away a portion but does not understand even the reason why he or she is giving.

I did not understand the story at first. Now I do.

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Wise words of the day

I have not been posting much lately.
There used to be so much anger in me on society's ways
I'm sensitive to people so that creates anger in me. Most humans are angry humans
I have stayed away from all that anger that people have.
They say the devil is anger.
Perhaps the devil was playing with my emotions in the past
A lot of people are lost in this world. In fact in the whole world, there is only a handful of sheeps following the word of God
I have been spending a lot because I have been wanting to save the world through my purchases. I'm always thinking how to change the world in my own way.
Now that it is scarce, God taught me something.

Look at life as if you had nothing in your pocket.

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new rules / dua lipa (lyrics)

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Words of the day

Anything negative is the World's thoughts
Anything positive is from God


So if people say that you are deaf when they try talking about you, thats the world's thoughts. I rather be handicap to the world but listen to God's guidance.

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Jonas Blue – Mama (Lyrics / Lyric Video) ft. William Singe

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Cool has an expiry date

People love to be cool, look cool and feel cool

Coolness doesn't last in this world. It is difficult to be cool all the time.

Coolness is about being absorbed with oneself I felt. It is about how great a person feels about oneself.

I think that cool is not about how great a person is  but how great a person's actions are more important than coolness.
I do like cool people last time and actually I still do but most people who are cool don't feel that I'm cool because I don't wear sexy clothes and clothes that are enticing.

So if ever a cool person likes me, he won't really like me because some of my clothes even look like  a nerd as I don't always follow trends.

Cool people in my life makes life interesting but most of the times it does not last, sad to say.

You know secretly, everyone wants to portray a good image of themselves but everyone is pirated in their ways.

Like me, I'm also pirated in my ways because people evolve and I was once a timid girl whom no one even bother to care of my existence.

But not to worry pirated people, people evolve and become better people. Material things expire but humans don't. Just remember that.

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Conversations of the day

People who buy high end products are not buying clothing. They are buying a story, a piece of Art.

Today I went to Club21 expo Sale fair at Marina Bay sands. I couldn't find anything, not like I can afford high end brands. They had slashed prices but I was not attracted to any of it except for a Jil Sander Shoe but it was still expensive.

I ended up buying two dresses from Far East Plaza.

Everyone live quite the same kind of lives in this world so people love art because it makes them different and unique.

I totally support High end brands and the reason behind their existence but I think that High end prices should be reduced so that ordinary people like me can afford a piece of it but then again it wouldn't be called high-end anymore.

In this world, money is what people strive for because most of the things are uncivilisedly priced. I don't really blame people for thinking of money all the time.


Most people love to travel, see the World and take a break from a routined life.

You know sometimes I wished that Singapore wasn't so crowded. But if it was not crowded, it wouldn't be a city and I love the vibrancy of cities.

Thank You for reading my conversations of the day.

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Santa claus saved me

You know games teach people to fight for themselves and defend themselves. This results in gangs and people following the crowd. Thats because they think that majority will defend for them.

I was in the train today and this child who was not a normal child was playing a game on his phone. A christmas hero fighting and killing all the bad burglars and all the bad guys in front of him. He scored only 5 points and was proud to show me his game. I was looking around me and he, being so innocent and lovable stood up and 'defended' me in the train to people around me, as if I was the princess and he was 'fighting' and 'defending' me from the people in the mrt train.

Some people might think that he is 'crazy' or something wrong but I saw love in this boy. He is not a normal boy but yet he possess something so precious that a majority of people is blinded by his action because of their chase for the paper and stress of their daily lives.

I pray that this boy will have a good life and that despite his abnormality, he is blinded by the bad which helps his sight ironically and helped him to go through the horrible world.

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Cover of 'It ain't me'

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