Squid game and the world

 The world is changing. 

Some businesses are closing, opening for new forms of businesses. 

Some people lose, some people gain new perspective and some people win.

In times like these, it shows how vulnerable human beings are. 

Entertainment has reached to almost zero. And so, people are lost that there is nothing to blame or nothing to cover their weaknesses. 

So the devils in this world find themselves kinda stranded in their own planet, resulting to more chaos or looking at other means to tear the world down.

The world of devil and angels are real. 

I've heard of the squid game and I was thinking to myself. It is a reality of our world. 

A battle of money and your soul. 

Money is portrayed kinda in a bad light but I felt that the point of the story is not to portray money in a bad light but how much human beings are attached to figures and a life of the material world. 

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My thoughts on Luxury

 What are my true feelings for high end brands.

Honestly, I love them alot. 
I see the beauty in them, the craftsmanship and the feeling of them is an exquisite feeling.

But when I think about the price and how much a bag can feed a whole dozen of children or help a grab/taxi driver for a month, I retreat on that idea of owning one- When I wealthy :)

In my head, I wish for them to be mine without paying a penny heee... Like sponsored or sth.

I love the feeling of Dior/ Chanel and many other high end brands

Perhaps I will only own one Chanel bag when I reach my goal of wealthy.

Though I love them alot, I do feel that the idea that it is a fashion brand and that more designs will for sure come out in the near future, it will trap you into purchasing more and living up to that 'lifestyle' that people love to have.

One thing I will indulge other than staycations from time to time is my time in TWG.

I love the feeling of TWG.

It makes me feel like I'm royalty hee 

Sipping tea there always gives me a feeling of luxury 

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Plans for the future

I'm currently waiting for my royalties from a Publishing administrator company.

From what I know, it usually takes 1 year or more for the royalties to come in.

My plans for the future:

Continue to live a simple life- I can't get lavish even when I'm wealthy

Staycations are allowed from time to time. 

Save a portion of the money for my house.

Continue to promote my music

Giving back to Society

When one day I get rich, I will first give more business to grab/taxi drivers.

I might raise funds to help certain things that I'm passionate about

Use the money to colour my life for God

I hope to eventually be travelling and exploring the world with the money I have as well 

I'm planning to give weekly monthly treats to my family 

Continue to give money to my mum so as to support her 

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Long hair no more

I used to have dreams of having really long hair like a doll. 
I always thought that long hair will make me look better. I realised that it is not always the case. With long hair, I kinda look messier.

So my dreams of having long silky chiobu hair has ended and I have cut my hair short now. haha.

I always thought that only long hair will make a lady look like chio but I've begin to appreciate shorter hair. 

New hair, new beginning.

I used to keep that feeling of criticism in me. When there are negativity around me. 

God told me to forgive. I learnt to be generous but at the same time be weary of my surroundings so that the devil cannot trick me. 

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Don't give up

 I slept the whole day today as I'm recovering from my second vaccine dose. 

I slept like a baby today. I realised that I have changed so much ever since God saved me and made me understand my true self. 

At this time of our lives, most people are in a negative spiral due to the rising number of covid cases. Whoever can come out of this spiral will learn to be stronger when everything subsides. 

I used to eat alone way back when covid didn't happen. At times, I did feel alittle awkward but due to my job nature, I'm always on the move from house to house, teaching my students.

I have gotten used to the idea of being alone. The more society isn't doing well, the more negativity in the air.

The blame game people like to play.

I pray that the good ones are able to emerge stronger. The transition happens to be a longer one and that straightens our perspective in life. 

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quote of the day

 People are so fearful of what others think of them. If you get the best hate from the public, you'll realised that it overcomes your fear of what people say about you,

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My Music is the answer

 Recently, I saw on Radiotools that my song was aired on TV in Russia for 10 Seconds. It triggered a series of radio stations playing my newer songs on Radio.

I firmly believe that God is using me to reach people who are searching for God. Like a vessel, my music or msg might have reached out to the people of the world. 

Last time, I have always wanted to make people feel happy, bring a smile on people's faces but that is an outdated way of pleasing people and pleasing people isn't necessarily good for the soul

My music ironically is the way to go 

I thank God for this and all the riches of this is thanks to God. He is using me as a way to reach people in their hearts.

I believe that the riches in this world is hidden in people's hearts. I always wanted to express myself through my expressions and wishes to bring light to people through my feelings but I realised that the devil takes advantage of this when they see you in emotions. 

I learn to be more polka face due to my experiences with this spiritual world of enemies. I pray for the good hearts to remain a warrior and to follow God through footsteps of faith guided by his presence. 

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