Its CNY today

This year in 2022, I hope to get my finance in the right direction. 

Only when I'm more settled in my finance, I will then start to think of other things.

I believe that finance is the key to being the best version of yourself. 

I'm 34 this year. I know it is not a very young age for certain people and most people are already settled in their personal lives and career. 

I'm thankful that I have a chance to live and sometimes, there are distractions and obstacles. What matters is that God is with me. 

Cheers and Happy CNY to all. 

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$$$

 I think that God is steering me towards being less greedy with food. Social media was one reason I wanted to be more flamboyant. But God is telling me otherwise. 

I always thought that money should be used for enjoying. But now that I started out with little, I felt the need put the $ back to my music. 

I'll keep on doing this. I think God is telling me that I should live like that forever, even when I have more $ with me. 

Once the feeling of security sits in, that is when humans including myself get tempted to live like royalty 

Money though just paper sometimes really make me think about how I look at life. 

Please continue to guide me my king. 

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New dream

 I was in Sentosa today and I have a new dream.

One day I will stay in Sentosa- I wish to rent a house there. I always am in love in Sentosa. When I was younger, I used to enjoy the moments there. 

I'm secretly a beach girl. Being in the beach gives a romantic feeling and I always love water. 

Thank you God for the dream and I'll work towards it. 

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Turning 33 soon

New beginnings in 2022. 

Thank you for all your streams and for reading my blog. 

I forsee my 2022 to be a more intimate time with God and more rest.

I've moved to a new room as my bro has moved out with his wife. I feel like this room has given me new beginnings, new perspective. 

My previous room was really hot and much smaller. I thank God for upgrading me to a nicer room.

This post won't be about promoting my music. It is just a post on my personal life. Sometimes, I wake up, feeling so thankful that I have survived being rooted to myself. I thank God for making me strong. 

I'm turning 33 soon in December and my life has not even begun yet. I believe that God is doing a lot for me right now to turn things round and making life more breathable. 

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Be like that - three doors down

 Be like that - Three doors down. This song seems like a simple song about dreams. 

Its funny. I dreamt of this song. The song has a special sound. The guy wants to be in the shoes of a simple minded girl living in a quiet town of her own. She looks at the glamour of superstars, wishing that she can be one.

On the other hand, the superstar, a guy is dreaming how great it would be to have a simple mind like the girl as he has went through lots of drama in life.

Both are dreaming to be like the vice versa. O believe that this song has a great meaning to it. It shows how much humans need each other and that we should be more forgiving to each other. 

Everyone experiences pain and life. This song reminds me that good hearts deserve to be connected, despite how tough and famous a person looks. Everyone with good hearts deserve a life of transformation, a second Life. 

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A Dream of Darkness

 I had a strange dream about Magic last night.

I dreamt that I was at this place. My mum and brother were there and it was a place that we could see what the future holds in our lives. It was a place of magic- definitely nothing to do with God but the evil one. 

It was a dark dream. 

I also had to pass through this black mountain, like a tunnel through it. It was a mountain of Hell. 

As I was passing through it in like a rollercoaster form, I could feel the weight and heaviness in that mountain. It was a really unpleasant feeling. I could feel the souls trapped in that mountain, the devils and heaviness in their souls could be felt as I passed through the mountain. 

After that, I couldn't remember what happened but I guess that's the end of the dream.

Perhaps God is trying to tell me that many will be in that mountain and that we who believe in God will be tested. We will definitely meet devils on our way and to remain a light to people despite what is going on in this world.  

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Squid game and the world

 The world is changing. 

Some businesses are closing, opening for new forms of businesses. 

Some people lose, some people gain new perspective and some people win.

In times like these, it shows how vulnerable human beings are. 

Entertainment has reached to almost zero. And so, people are lost that there is nothing to blame or nothing to cover their weaknesses. 

So the devils in this world find themselves kinda stranded in their own planet, resulting to more chaos or looking at other means to tear the world down.

The world of devil and angels are real. 

I've heard of the squid game and I was thinking to myself. It is a reality of our world. 

A battle of money and your soul. 

Money is portrayed kinda in a bad light but I felt that the point of the story is not to portray money in a bad light but how much human beings are attached to figures and a life of the material world. 

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