Tuesday, October 30, 2018

Thursday, October 25, 2018

You know with Technology, you are able to see who are the happening ones and who just want to live a private life. Some choose to share some don't. I realised that with technology, it kinda exposes a person's truth.

If you want to be happening, you can fake it by posting many pics of yourself but if you truly are not happening, it does show in the inconsistency of your Instagram feed after awhile.

Money fuels the hype of pictures and life. One thing I realise is that God is overall in charge of our life so no matter how hard you want to fake something, God will make sure that he exposes you if you didn't tell the truth.

As life unfolds, it is really interesting how God plays a super duper big part of my life. My actions might not make sense to me at times but I know God is there because his power is so great that I don't even know he is there at times. Only after reflecting, I realise that he is there.

I'm 29 and am turning 30 this year. I don't know what the future holds but one thing I know is that I have been going through many experiences to make me stronger. I feel too much for people that I don't enjoy the person God made me.

In some ways, my super power is the ability to feel for people. It is my vulnerability but that is what makes me Emilie.

I was born this way and I thank God that I am still here.

Friday, October 12, 2018

Fear makes people become monsters.
Monster I once was
The real you is not the mouth, the real you is ur soul
I think the world wasn't suppose to be noisy. Maybe we misused our mouth to talk
Maybe out mouth was only supposed to be used for eating
The quiet world is what it was meant to be
Only suppose to be meant for poetic words and lovely words
What has the world become with vulgarity and negativity.
We misused our mouth
I wish for the world to be quieter place, only with pleasant music or romantic words
I wish for the world to be the world of fate
Fate of love and fate of every single moment
Every second that counts and every rubbish interference lessened to just a computer error that will be resolved within a few seconds.

Tuesday, October 9, 2018

I was walking around Marina Bay Sands and was thinking to myself. A watch in Cartier can worth almost a decade of my savings. I was thinking how 'small' I am in the material world. I was looking at the high end products on the store display and I could see the minute details of the products. I then realised why the wealthy love to buy high end products. Its due to the attention to detail.

The wealthy are the people that are living the life. They put on a great facade of what life should be and is.

I then question myself. in Monetary terms if a value defined me, I would be as tiny as a speck of
dust. Then why do people even bother to run this time machine, called 'life'.

People are buying time so that they can enjoy their time on Earth. Me, on the other hand felt like I have to give myself to God through helping people.

I then realised that the leisure that people portray, etc,' the beach resort life' and the life of luxury is somewhat boring as it does not feed the soul. Money does help feed a comfortable life. It buys time.

Thats the secret. The wealthy buy time. We, the normal people give away time in exchange for wealth.

I suddenly felt like so small after walking around MBS. To the 13 families that control the world, I am just a puppet, like a mannequin on a store display, just a doll walking around Singapore.

I then realise that everything around us has a meaning. What our lives are is just an extension to the super wealthy. We are just puppets to the super rich.

My goal in life is to help people and to be the person God wants me to be. I don't want power or fame but just to be good in changing people's lives for the better. I'm just a speck of dust, but a golden speck that wants to impact the world in a golden way.

Sunday, October 7, 2018

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