Monday, October 30, 2017

I now understand why my financial figures always don't feel right.

I always felt like the money don't belong to me because the world didn't feel right. So whatever money I had didn't feel like I owned it. It felt like I had to give all my earnings. The world needs it more than me.

The world has to improve with me. I always felt that way.

Money is meaningless to me if I don't feel right with it.

And so today, officially by God, I'm starting all over again, along with my group of fellow ladies and gentlemen in the Kingdom of God.

Praise God.





I have a new beat coming soon.

Its called 'Missing you'. The youtube version is the not the final one so the one that will be released is the more perfect version :)

They say, 'High school' never ends.
People who once mocked at you and created a higher hierachy for themselves because they were more good looking or more wealthy.

Most high school never ends and those that were like the outcast or those being bullied remain forever in their life being like the same because of their past.

God however don't leave it status quo but only if you believe in him.

He changes, flips everything and make everything his own.

Men are also powerless because God reigns.

The priest was talking about how we have to treat strangers like how we treat ourselves.

Do you know why? A strange soul(Stranger) from far away came to Earth to provide a chance of living for many souls on this Earth but people fail to see the value of their lives.

Therefore, when the priest says that treating a stranger like how you treat yourself. That itself is the gospel.

I actually got what father meant.

If not for strangers, we wouldn't be earning money. If not for the care of another soul, we wouldn't be able to earn money and survive.

The future is for more caring beings so that everyone has an equal chance in life. High school will End for those who never had a chance to live their lives

Second life


Sunday, October 29, 2017





My new Beat!



Enjoy!


Catchy!

Friday, October 27, 2017

My song, 'Chasing' is on ITunes now

This song is one of my best beats so far.


:)

Thursday, October 26, 2017





This was inspired by Dirty Dancing 2 'Havana nights'



Enjoy!!








This is a new track called, 'Chasing'.

This is not the final beat as the timing has to be corrected



Enjoy!




I decided to put it on youtube :)



For those without Soundcloud, here it is.

Wednesday, October 25, 2017



This is a composition of mine.
It is kinda different and experimental so I decided to put it on soundcloud. :)

If you have comments on it, do comment yea. :)




For Spotify fans, my new song, 'Anthem' has released!!

Check it out !! :)












Tuesday, October 24, 2017



Marina bay Sands. Some people call it the atas (high end) place
The feeling of Luxury is really a nice feeling.
You know why people buy high end products?

They like the feeling of owning a luxury product. Its all about the feeling.

The real wealthy people are a representation of the brand that they purchase.

People like me, the more commoners look at high end as Art but The real wealthy ones are living the Art, not looking at Art.

Thats the difference. We slog like nobody's business to get a piece of art but people who are really like 'there', to them, it is just a piece of thing, like a snack or a popcorn.

Its not a big deal to the wealthy people. The shops are 'literally' just shops but to commoners, it is like a dream and many people copy their designs not knowing that Fashion is not just about design.

It is about the feeling.

You know, sometimes I felt like Singapore is a place for royalty due to the set up of how everything is. This explains brands like TWG (royal Instagrammable) and Jimmy Choo (I saw this Cinderella shoe in the shopfront)

Singapore is built for royalty.

Perhaps, Lee Kuan Yew had that in mind, that we would attract wealth through the good foundations of multiracial ethnicity.

Marina bay sands does define an ideal place for people who have the means to shop.

Most of the times, I see empty shops and that is what it IS suppose to look like. Aristocrats don't patronise often.

So for people working in those high end shops, I think they should keep in mind that not many people will patronise and they should rest like 'royalty' too when there isn't customers hee.

I believe that Singapore has a great skeleton for progress into the future.





This is my new song, 'Anthem'. Its available on ITunes now :)
Click on the pic to enter into apple store :)


Monday, October 23, 2017

You know Singaporeans I felt sometimes don't know how fortunate they are.


1. Food
So many eateries in Singapore.

Singapore is such a tiny city but people from all over the world flock here to start their restaurant. I sometimes feel very fortunate when I go to a restaurant of any kind.

2. Jesus
I also feel very fortunate that Jesus died for me. If not for Jesus, I wouldn't be here.

3. Home
I feel fortunate that I have a roof on top of my head. I'm glad I'm not Adam and Eve. They wouldn't immediately have a roof on top of their head.

4. Kingdom

I'm glad that I'm not the only one in God's kingdom and that there are people I can share with.

5.  Music

I thank God for giving me a sensitive ear. Although it will backfire when people criticise and gossip about you, the good part of it is that God gave me Music

That means the ability to create food for myself. Food meaning, survival.

6. Holidays

I thank God for giving me the blessings to travel. The world is beautiful.

7. Courage

God gave me courage to know people of all kinds. I might have encountered human behaviours but I believe that God has a greater purpose of me knowing them.





Saturday, October 21, 2017




This is a beat that I did during this afternoon. Enjoy !!








You know sometimes when people see me at different timings or days, my face looks different.

Its really funny. God changes my looks through my mood. Like a flower, it looks different at different times of the day.

What is pretty? Some people are sometimes confused by that as the definition is ever changing

To me, feature wise, it is when a person keeps her authenticity. She may not follow trends so therefore, people might not find her pretty but she sticks to it till one day she blooms.

I try to be as 'pretty' as I can....not literally. :)

I used to find the usual, long hair, big eyes and tight clothes, showing her silhouette pretty last time.


Hollywood sometimes define Pretty such as Kendall jenner, Gigi Hadid and Bella Hadid.

Sometimes, I do think that the things they do are blown out of proportion because they are famous. They are pretty girls. You know what makes them pretty?

They exude a luxurious feeling. That is what pretty is to the masses, a feeling of like 'royalty'

Kendall Jenner to me is the prettiest among those three.

followed by Bella's style and Gigi's baby face.

From young, I always look up to pretty girls, especially in Ij. There were several pretty girls.

Most of the times when I look at them, some accept me looking while some show me the Dao (Cold) face.

I then realised that most of the dao face are the bitchy ones who think that they are the greatest.

To me, pretty girls define creativity.

Men look at women as a status symbol of their wealth. To me, women are a somewhat like a piece of creativity of God.




Friday, October 20, 2017

Google Adsense recently accepted my blog so now, I will have ads on my posts.

:)

You know its really funny. Last time, Singaporeans always want to migrate out of Singapore because it is like more of an oasis outside of Singapore.

Those who went through the changes and stayed in Singapore would finally realise that it pays off as Singapore I can say is pretty vibrant now.

I think it is more vibrant when you are wealthy in Singapore. As long as you have a beautiful address, beautiful home, that is already like a sanctuary. With Singapore's safety and the ability to go out at at wee hours of the morning and late nights, this freedom can't be found in most countries.

Tourists I felt see Singapore quite differently from us Singaporeans. Their perspective is a much more positive one. We Singaporeans saw through the hardship but tourists usually see the end of the rainbow to a country. :)

As for climbing up the ladder, its really difficult to do that if we work in a 9 to 5 job I realised. Even starting up your own business is not easy as you have to invest in startup cost and other types of further costs.

The easy way is to be skimming and climb up the wrong way. People don't realise that by climbing up the wrong way, their vision is being blurred through the process of attaining success. Success is not just figures.

I'm going to keep on producing Music. I know that Music is not an easy sector to be at but I will keep on producing tracks till I make it one day.


My dream is to buy a really nice 2 room condo for myself in a nice area.

Thursday, October 19, 2017

We are little chips, like micro chips. Every human is a chip.

Believe it or not

What do you mean when one is a queen or king.

It is when he or she is ahead of others in the game of life.

God decides who is ahead. The more we believe in him, the more he puts us ahead.

Believe it or not

The world seems so real. Microchips we are. We just don't know it.

Wednesday, October 18, 2017





For Christians out there,



This is a composition of my own. Enjoy



Non-Christians, you can still listen if you wanna :)




To get where we are now.

Many bad eggs brew negativity.
Most of the players are happy where they are as they steal each other's time and attention
Bad eggs are all around. This is one reason tourism don't thrive on
God is smart. He puts a good egg among the bad eggs to spread the word of God.

Monday, October 16, 2017





This one is for piano lovers. Enjoy! :)




Been into this :)

Sunday, October 15, 2017





This is a Marching beat called, 'Anthem'



Enjoy!

Saturday, October 14, 2017



This is my favourite track among all my songs.

Do take a listen if you have Spotify :)

Tuesday, October 10, 2017

In contrary to that,

I'm really thankful to every breath of my life

I'm thankful that I have a roof on my head

I'm thankful that the world is beginning to change for the better

I'm thankful for the angels who take care of me

I'm thankful for all That God is doing for me.

Thank you.
Most of the time in my life, I felt like I'm kind of like being punished for being courageous in life.

Like people say things of you, steal your ideas, do whatever it takes to compete with you

Competition is good but sometimes it does get hold of you when you least expect it

I was at the pool side and I saw this handsome caucasian guy swimming.

I was thinking to myself. In this world, everyone looks at the same things, same buildings, same everything. But what separates us is our perspective in things

I was thinking to myself, How good people are being punished sometimes because of people's mistakes.

Even if there is a diamond to take, there is always a catch to the things you see. It doesn't really belong to you because if you can see the diamond, many people can also.

Sometimes I feel like a relationship is not for me because I was being punished way too many times for being myself. I rather not be in one anymore because firstly, I'm not ready to hurt anyone and second, It doesn't last in my life.




Sunday, October 8, 2017

This is my Analytics for now. For those who listened to my music and is still listening, Thank you so much!!!


:D
So many things happened in this 28 years of my life
No words can describe the roller coaster ride I went through
Families seem like such a simple word.  A group of loved ones- most would think

I used to be God's child, a baby and a wonderful human who loves everything in life
Went through parent divorce. Mum went through a lot
Also had lots of arguments in the house and friends who came and left.

I ask myself. Why do we have to go through so much in life?
Most of it is because of people's crave for attention and fame.
The evil has always been in our lives

As I came home to have a little time of my own, I realised that the good thing is that I survived this catastrophe of life.

Many people put me down and from young, I didn't believe in myself. I didn't have a good support system that most families have.

My confidence has always been low because I didn't have much love in my life. Most of the love came from God.

I saw love in people too and that gave me the strength to move.

I went to Novena Church the other day.

I had this message to me that We aren't suppose to be sacrificial lambs to the devil, at least for me. Jesus was a sacrifice that God had to take for everyone to live.

God gave me a bigger purpose in life. He gave me the ability to love everyone.

Love can conquer any barriers in life, color and bind any human form.

I hope people will love more.


Saturday, October 7, 2017



Have a good weekend everyone!

:)
Money is not everything
Despite people thinking that it will help our lives.

It does help out lives but temptations come with it too
I pray that people with good hearts will not be tempted by the evil one
I pray that people with good hearts will be strong and conquer the temptations of life


Fear God. Don't fear evil.


Friday, October 6, 2017



This is me exploring with beats now. Started with piano soothing songs. I might be working on beats more now.

Click on the pic to go straight to apple Store :)




I felt compelled to make more songs because Money is not easy to earn. Need to work harder :)




Thursday, October 5, 2017



My song, 'Walking by the river' is out now on ITunes and Apple! Click on the picture to go straight to the Apples store.

Your support will be deeply appreciated! :)


Wednesday, October 4, 2017





This is a song for people looking for beats :)




This song was me experimenting with different instruments.

Sunday, October 1, 2017





This is my latest song. It has more of a background type of Music. Good for studying and just chilling.



It is called, 'Walking by the River'



Enjoy!


My most popular song by far

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