Monday, October 31, 2016


Sunday, October 30, 2016





I see Love in this song.


Some people are bad because they want to handle good danger.
Some people are bad because they are ignorant what is the consequence of it
I've seen the fruits of so many women. Some women betray me because their ego take over them and they think that I'm getting the limelight. Like 'Nerve' the movie, they want to overtake the biggest player.
There is terror in this world because everyone wants to partake in this game.
There is critic in the world because most people take life as a game. It is not a fake game. I wished I knew what life is but I don't know myself.

I just know that God wants more and more people partake in this equal battlefield of 'nerve', a real game. Those who take it as a fake game will one day realise their ignorance. Don't play with God. God is playing with us.

I truly believe he is building his own kingdom through finding lost bondages and reconnecting them again. I believe that there is a greater purpose in this world other than companies and businesses.

I pray that people can see that God has a greater map. I pray that his kingdom will grow.




Friday, October 28, 2016

Ego is another nature of stopping growth because they think that they are at their best already.
I notice my hairiness retract guys around me. Its like a mechanism of putting people off. I'm glad I'm different because I dislike attention.

Some Girls think that I'm a competitor. I'm not. I just love creativity. I don't like to 'compete' with people. I just love to embrace beauty and all things bizarre.

People are mostly interested in appearance. All that happening around the world. It all narrows down to people around you and how you decipher the things around u.





Wednesday, October 26, 2016






Red Tail Bar has a Singaporean flavour topped with Modern furnishings. Chef Kar Meng comes up with amazing dishes that keeps you craving for more.

You would love the cocktails they serve and the salted egg chicken skin. It will sum up your Singapore experience. Definitely worth a try popping by here for some drinks and catch up with friends. Its also great for tourists to feel like you had a taste of Singapore in the best comfortable setting. What makes it so special is that it has a universal feeling and I felt I've stepped into a new modern bar of the future.
The world is beginning to be kinder to me
Its funny. Last time I felt like the world was against me
Our lives is like a stage. The world knows what we do
People think they can get away with things. But the truth lies with people.
People know every single dirt and truth and doings. The world is smarter than people think.

Its like a computer. I believed people who were seen as heroes aren't heroes. And so I dug deep into backend side of life and realised that the people who aren't so shiny are the ones who give you the perspectives. No one should be in prison because prisoners are the ones that get hurt by society and never had the chance to voice out. Society caused prisoners and prisons. I wished that humans were more properly handled.

Most homes don't feel like home to me. The real homes are deep in us.




Throwback to 2015

Saturday, October 22, 2016

Monday, October 17, 2016

A human face is just a character of the whole journey story. A face shouldn't be the muse. The story deserves more credit.
Human love is a struggle. God's love is not. I think my existence is to bring love to people. I'm God's Angel. He changed me and evolved me to the person he wants me to be.

I was so lost in this world, listening to the negativity of people's comments about me.  He gave me strength when I was at my weakest.

Its funny how facts become unreal. Even if it was real, God can just transform a person when he or she lets him to.

Its a senseless blog to people who don't believe in God but to me, everything I write makes so much sense to me.


What am empty world it is. It truly is.  The warmth disappeared when people started to fear.  I don't envy the wealthy anymore coz their sufferings are equally as bad as us.  The shrewd world we live in,  dealing with life.  God should be more involved in life but instead,  looks and self absorption becomes glorified.

Saturday, October 15, 2016

People think that we are on this earth to attain more and more. Have humans ever thought that perhaps we were made human to share rather than to consume only?

Perhaps it was food and poverty that made us think that way. I felt like I was poorer than the poor kids in poverty countries when I was younger. The more you grow with God, the richer you are.


Friday, October 14, 2016

Tuesday, October 11, 2016



Sunday, October 9, 2016

I think I confuse men. Men are usually trying to find the right girl as their accessory, their social status. I dislike all that. I find it crap. I wanna be Tinkerbell for God.

People worship faces. Faces to me are old fashion. I rather look at the wall.

We are constantly living and earning a living to search for our real self and expression.

Saturday, October 8, 2016

Earth was not built for the faint-hearted. I felt like I am this human living in Singapore (purpose) to make this world an equal battlefield and to pave the way for more expression.




Monday, October 3, 2016

Saturday, October 1, 2016


I remembered the tree, the warmth from the floor. The love from the presents and the feeling in Korea. That was when I felt I was my real self. The Snowy weather outside and the numerous amount of snickers we ate in our car journey to the hotel where Michael Jackson stayed. That was the feeling I love. The feeling of me being understood. The weather in Singapore just doesn't suit my body. I perspire so much. I miss the feeling of being protected. I don't want to be a woman. I want to be a kid forever in the arms of a bigger being. I missed that feeling. Most people need a boyfriend to feel secure. Me? I miss the feeling of warmth surrounding me. I felt love last time. As I grow older, the love becomes superficial and fakey. I miss God. Thats what I miss.

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